believe....
Ok, i'm gonna try something personal for me.... i think i'm strong enough to handle this stuff now, its just another step to put aside my past.... i hope it works
In other news, the holidays are over and now its time for New Years' and then my 21st...which was soooo weird , my MOM was like "ya so where are we going to celebrate ur b-day and maybe i'll buy you a drink".......WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!.....i can't picture me and mom drinking...she's so uptight about the kinda thing and doesn't drink like anything except at church and maybe 1 glass of wine a year if that.
But yeah, we all should do something for the NEW YEAR..maybe like a par-tay or such...
yay! for making money again, i'm back at el bookstore doing the temp/not really full time employee/know everything thing again ... oh and still analyzing Piano Lesson and Reiventing Romance. (which keeps driving me crazy... either I never got all the information or something........grrr..... plus things feel like they are going to be really small in this space... 40' lighting/ceiling trims w/ 6' scaffolding and 15' cyc behind it will be small, really small. Maybe i can do some previsualization to see it better...)
Alright i'm off to bed now, sweet dreams everybody....
In other news, the holidays are over and now its time for New Years' and then my 21st...which was soooo weird , my MOM was like "ya so where are we going to celebrate ur b-day and maybe i'll buy you a drink".......WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!.....i can't picture me and mom drinking...she's so uptight about the kinda thing and doesn't drink like anything except at church and maybe 1 glass of wine a year if that.
But yeah, we all should do something for the NEW YEAR..maybe like a par-tay or such...
yay! for making money again, i'm back at el bookstore doing the temp/not really full time employee/know everything thing again ... oh and still analyzing Piano Lesson and Reiventing Romance. (which keeps driving me crazy... either I never got all the information or something........grrr..... plus things feel like they are going to be really small in this space... 40' lighting/ceiling trims w/ 6' scaffolding and 15' cyc behind it will be small, really small. Maybe i can do some previsualization to see it better...)
Alright i'm off to bed now, sweet dreams everybody....