[Journal] Empty Shell
He's adopted. They've adopted.
There really isn't much room in his life left for someone like me. Couldn't even tell the child to his face that I was a lover, or anyone important to him. Just a friend. It felt so hollow after that. Still does.
That prick has no idea how lucky he truly is. What's the point of fighting this when I don't even stand a chance because of certain factors. Runistis suggested I visit Kiyokko soon and just talk to him. I'll give it a shot, at least I'll be doing more then staring at test tubes and the four walls of my now emptied place.
Maybe I should get a Dog.....
There really isn't much room in his life left for someone like me. Couldn't even tell the child to his face that I was a lover, or anyone important to him. Just a friend. It felt so hollow after that. Still does.
That prick has no idea how lucky he truly is. What's the point of fighting this when I don't even stand a chance because of certain factors. Runistis suggested I visit Kiyokko soon and just talk to him. I'll give it a shot, at least I'll be doing more then staring at test tubes and the four walls of my now emptied place.
Maybe I should get a Dog.....