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wow. day before my bday and im feelin pretty shitty.
so i talked to my counselor today who informed me that i will not be graduating. mr asshole mccluskeys grading system fucked me over. and im sure his distaste for me helped as well. mr. drennen [counselor] sed im going to have to take american school [homeschool corses] to graduate in august.
now im not upset simply over the fact that i didnt graduate, [well maybe a little] im more upset that i have to tell my mom this news. she treats my attending school as if shes the one doing it, as if itd be her graduating and not me. she wants me to be like everyone else and honestly i just cant do that.
i thot with all the work i did at the end of the 3rd, and the whole 4th quarter, that id be in the clear. i busted my ass for weeks to get caught up and it wasnt good enough. and now i get to her good ol mom n dad yelling at me for not holding up to their standards. this isnt going to be pretty.
then as i lay on the couch staring at the cieling, i remembered my grama asking when i was gonna send out graduation notices [tug them heartstrings..] and my parents were actually gonna have a grad. party. it was gonna be fun... :[ and then surely all my family will find out how much a failure i really am. i dont think ne one else had not passed highschool, atleast that i can think of at the moment.
so i talked to my counselor today who informed me that i will not be graduating. mr asshole mccluskeys grading system fucked me over. and im sure his distaste for me helped as well. mr. drennen [counselor] sed im going to have to take american school [homeschool corses] to graduate in august.
now im not upset simply over the fact that i didnt graduate, [well maybe a little] im more upset that i have to tell my mom this news. she treats my attending school as if shes the one doing it, as if itd be her graduating and not me. she wants me to be like everyone else and honestly i just cant do that.
i thot with all the work i did at the end of the 3rd, and the whole 4th quarter, that id be in the clear. i busted my ass for weeks to get caught up and it wasnt good enough. and now i get to her good ol mom n dad yelling at me for not holding up to their standards. this isnt going to be pretty.
then as i lay on the couch staring at the cieling, i remembered my grama asking when i was gonna send out graduation notices [tug them heartstrings..] and my parents were actually gonna have a grad. party. it was gonna be fun... :[ and then surely all my family will find out how much a failure i really am. i dont think ne one else had not passed highschool, atleast that i can think of at the moment.