Aug 21, 2005 15:21
Man,
I'm a little upset. My girlfriend is upset because i am going to a family reunion with my best friend. The only reason she is upset is that i might not call. Is that what our relationship has come to.....argueing about when a conversation will be had. Man that is pretty lame. I feel as though this year long relationship has been for shit. All we do is argue when we are together then when we split up she has a total different personality. I can't believe she is being like this. I can already tell she is going to make my life a living hell.
ok, enough bitching. I need to start thinking of different ways to repress my bad karma. You know i thought about being a buddhist. Maybe that will make me happy. I once watched a comedian who said that buddha seems to be the happiest man. He's fat and jolly with life. He thinks of being one with yourself. I need to be one with myself. That would make me a lot happier to just give thanks to a fat jolly man. I guess kind of like feeling christmas is 365 days a year. This writing thing is really helping me. I think that if i express my problems then maybe someone else with the same problems can give me a hand.
Oh yeah, the drag show was completly awesome. Raven is a very hot chick. You would never even know.I think everyone needs to see a drag show before they die. It is a great experience. Just thought i would let the world know that too.