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Its been awhile and I dont really have much to say.
Marc is on his rural rotation (which is part of his Med degree) and whilst I am happy he is out learning and enjoying himself.. I am missing him like crazy. Apart from the late night phone calls and the constant thoughts about him, it feels like I am single again. Im doing my own thing on my own time. I guess its good to re-discover myself, but my life isnt just about me anymore and it hasnt been for a long time.
Facebook is good, but bad. Its ok to be 'friends' with someone, but it doesnt end at that. You are up in their lives and seemingly seeing things that you would rather not. An ex got married recently and they just had a baby and its all over his facebook as a reminder. Im not jealous of him or her, but envious of their life. I just keep thinking about how much I want what they have.
My life is good and I dont think I would want to change it. I just have to remind myself that everything happens in its own time and not now doesnt mean not ever.
peace out y'all.
Marc is on his rural rotation (which is part of his Med degree) and whilst I am happy he is out learning and enjoying himself.. I am missing him like crazy. Apart from the late night phone calls and the constant thoughts about him, it feels like I am single again. Im doing my own thing on my own time. I guess its good to re-discover myself, but my life isnt just about me anymore and it hasnt been for a long time.
Facebook is good, but bad. Its ok to be 'friends' with someone, but it doesnt end at that. You are up in their lives and seemingly seeing things that you would rather not. An ex got married recently and they just had a baby and its all over his facebook as a reminder. Im not jealous of him or her, but envious of their life. I just keep thinking about how much I want what they have.
My life is good and I dont think I would want to change it. I just have to remind myself that everything happens in its own time and not now doesnt mean not ever.
peace out y'all.