How We Are Sleeping
It's not that I'm just not tired. I am tired. I could sleep right now. It's just that I don't want to sleep. I sleep tonight and then tomorrow is here. And the impending fate that hovers above me grows ever so near. It's not that I am avoiding responsibility. I want the responsibility, I want to be a grown up with grown-up responsibilities. But I got a lousy hand. And I would rather just fold before I'm found out...
Today. Was a good day.
I spent the majority of my day walking around. It was a nice day for walking. I went job hunting this morning, wandering around Surprise, AZ on foot. Rejected. Over and over again. "No, we aren't hiring" I love those words...
It's a hard time to find a job. Companies that aren't on a hiring freeze are already conveniently fully staffed. Lucky me.
I'm just gonna keep truckin'....
failsauce.
I walked around Downtown Phoenix with Hannah today. We walked EVERYWHERE and took pictures of EVERYTHING. I had a lot of fun. I especially love this picture I took of the side of The Orpheum theatre. I thought it turned out pretty rad.
Then I hung out with Sarah Yares. That made me happy. We went to Dennys (of course) and then went to her house that she's going to live in soon. We decided I am going to be her roommate. We had a good talk. It was nice to talk to someone who has an unbiased opinion about things. I feel a little better.
I definitely feel like I am suspended. Suspended in time and space. Where nothing is moving forward or backward and things are staying exactly the same. (not in a good way.) I feel like decisions aren't being made and neither is progress. I feel like everyone and everything is just waiting. Waiting for some big explosion.
I don't know.
I'm tired. I'm not making any sense. Something's gotta give.
An outcome will be had.
But for now, I am just going to sleep.
The track in this entry is from a band called Dinosaur Jr. I really dig it. Especially this specific song. Listen to it. Enjoy. :)
Peace/Love
Andy
Seemed Like the Thing to Do - Dinosaur Jr.
Today. Was a good day.
I spent the majority of my day walking around. It was a nice day for walking. I went job hunting this morning, wandering around Surprise, AZ on foot. Rejected. Over and over again. "No, we aren't hiring" I love those words...
It's a hard time to find a job. Companies that aren't on a hiring freeze are already conveniently fully staffed. Lucky me.
I'm just gonna keep truckin'....
failsauce.
I walked around Downtown Phoenix with Hannah today. We walked EVERYWHERE and took pictures of EVERYTHING. I had a lot of fun. I especially love this picture I took of the side of The Orpheum theatre. I thought it turned out pretty rad.
Then I hung out with Sarah Yares. That made me happy. We went to Dennys (of course) and then went to her house that she's going to live in soon. We decided I am going to be her roommate. We had a good talk. It was nice to talk to someone who has an unbiased opinion about things. I feel a little better.
I definitely feel like I am suspended. Suspended in time and space. Where nothing is moving forward or backward and things are staying exactly the same. (not in a good way.) I feel like decisions aren't being made and neither is progress. I feel like everyone and everything is just waiting. Waiting for some big explosion.
I don't know.
I'm tired. I'm not making any sense. Something's gotta give.
An outcome will be had.
But for now, I am just going to sleep.
The track in this entry is from a band called Dinosaur Jr. I really dig it. Especially this specific song. Listen to it. Enjoy. :)
Peace/Love
Andy
Seemed Like the Thing to Do - Dinosaur Jr.