Outer Space Calling
Because. You. Know. You. Want. To. Know.
Just some updates in case anyone will make a movie out of my life one day:
And yes: I am mostly here for the slash. To indulge in it. To admire the talent of others. To finally be part of fandom. And to at last - give the well-deserved feedback I have been missing out on. Payback is my quest. Feedback is my mission. I will share my little fangirl-heart, sprinkle a bit of fairy-dust, extracting the goodies out of it; and slowly open up my own little slashy universe for everyone who shares the Love of the LOTR-closet.
And Yes: Probably will also produce a large amount of poetry (or whatever people want to call it). I do have a philosophic side that runs deep and sometimes dark.
And Yes: Maybe my daily semi-philosophic rambles will terrorize anyone who dares to open Pandora’s Box of unsolved mysteries. Most of them are friends-locked; because no, I can´t have people running around in my glorious pieces of twisted life, who don´t really care anyway..
For anyone who cares and for your concerns only:
I have an unhealthy fascination with Orlijah issues. It may be because I have a long-term obsession with everything Orlando and I´m not talking about Orlando, Florida. Nope I´m thinking leggings and warrior!braids, who later pirated the whole world into bandana-lust. Alas! the little bugger is stuck in my heart and has taken up residence as my First Muse ever since. And usually he collides with the Elijah-muse somewhere on the way. Because tell me who hasn´t got an Elijah!muse??
Sometimes Viggo sneaks into my head too, making a guest appearance. He´s a bit tricksy, I never know what he wants until much later when I have almost forgotten it. He is the subtleness that I´m trying to grasp between the lines!
I´ve been reading Lotrips for years. In the beginning there was Light. There were Premiere-kisses & Hugs EVERYWHERE! VigOrli held me in their claws for a time and I still love to read them. But somehow along TehOrlijah crept under my skin and has stayed. Multiplying and re-inventing themselves until they have become some kind of entity.
And behold! Since starting LJ-ing I´m also getting intrigued by everything from Bean to Bills Dom to Ian. Oh and Bana. And Jake. And godforbid!Depp. And sometimes whatever pairing is fine even though I do have extra Squee for anything even remotely related to Orli in some way. He´s possible to ship with.. duh!ANYONE. Same thing with Viggo. Same thing with Elijah. Sorry, this is becoming more complicated than I intended! And it just means I´m actually totally a Lotrips-slash!whore in its grandest form.. *throws confetti*
I read mostly Lotrps/rpf obviously.. but, as I guess most of us did and still do, I occasionally read the Fps-part of the huge LOTR-universe. It is such a different thing, but so much a goldmine as can anything ever be... When I have caught up a bit on the Rp-side I will come there more.
I read a lot of Boondock Saints-slash too. Because THAT movie and THAT storyline and THOSE characters and THOSE actors - well let´s face it - it is a phenomenon begging to be developed further/more/beyond/behind.. (And I´m not even going to mention The Homoerotic Undertones. Because yes they are twins and Irish and hilariously funny and completely_sexy and touchy-feely and not-so-brotherly and half-nekkid.) And I can talk about it for hours. Not a big fandom, sadly, but incredibly good.
I´m in fanfiction-love!!! *ah! Who could tell..?*
An interesting plot or even just a sentence and I´m hooked. There are so many brilliant stories in these fandoms that sometimes I want to consume the computer screen with all fics in it and just lay here on this spot, ingested computer and all - to the end of days. YOU ARE SO BRILLIANT!!!
Did I mention that I love reading fanfics?? =P
*changes garbs*
I am also obsessed with treasures. Especially: Sentences. Beautiful pictures/things/people. Gestures. Moments.
I like erotic art of the homoerotic/queer kind. Actually I like most things that are queer in some way. I´m probably very queer myself, too. If I bothered to carry around a bunch of labels on me that could measure out exactly how queer I am so everyone could know statistically where on the Queer-scale I´m to be found. If I cared. So let´s not bother too much, because I don´t.
I live. I love. I am.
Other than that useful information, I am just the slightest_bit_insane and can drown myself in poetry, Tolkien´s works (and I mean the original), fashion, human rights, fairies, masquerades and a billion other non-related subjects. At any time. Sue me not. This is my journal and I can ramble!
I choose my wars carefully, but when I have something to say; about homophobia, religious dogma, racism, chauvinism and generally the likes of stupid people or stupid things; - I will say it.
I can be angry and upset, but I will not go into provoked discussions with people who are beyond comprehension of the word Respect. Those wars are lost to begin with.
I prefer, mostly, using my life-force to channel other things than anger. I´m still fairly new to fandom but I am a former lurker and have therefore been around for years in the twilight-zone; abiding. These days I am rolling around in fanfiction as much as I can, squeeing my pants off basically.
I write when I can. I´m not natively English-speaking so the grammar/betaing/editing-stuff takes a.lot.of.time. I post when I´m pleased with it.
I´m amazed by the lovely group of people that I have come to know this far. The friendships I have made here are of great importance to me. So much love…
And yes - in fact I also do have a little RL-life. Not that it is that grand or even close to that full potential-stuff, but damn.. I’m working on that too! And I´m rambling about the twists and turns of it; this place is an outlet for me to be Me. I´m impossible to define - just like everyone else; which makes me a Human, in all its complicated glory and To Wherever It May Lead.
If you have the feeling that you can´t live without being a part of my ambitious obsessions and all the rest that comes with it;
Drop me a line, I might be a lovely friend indeed, despite all of my human flaws.
(All in all I´m just a nice little beastie.. savvy..?!)
Just some updates in case anyone will make a movie out of my life one day:
And yes: I am mostly here for the slash. To indulge in it. To admire the talent of others. To finally be part of fandom. And to at last - give the well-deserved feedback I have been missing out on. Payback is my quest. Feedback is my mission. I will share my little fangirl-heart, sprinkle a bit of fairy-dust, extracting the goodies out of it; and slowly open up my own little slashy universe for everyone who shares the Love of the LOTR-closet.
And Yes: Probably will also produce a large amount of poetry (or whatever people want to call it). I do have a philosophic side that runs deep and sometimes dark.
And Yes: Maybe my daily semi-philosophic rambles will terrorize anyone who dares to open Pandora’s Box of unsolved mysteries. Most of them are friends-locked; because no, I can´t have people running around in my glorious pieces of twisted life, who don´t really care anyway..
For anyone who cares and for your concerns only:
I have an unhealthy fascination with Orlijah issues. It may be because I have a long-term obsession with everything Orlando and I´m not talking about Orlando, Florida. Nope I´m thinking leggings and warrior!braids, who later pirated the whole world into bandana-lust. Alas! the little bugger is stuck in my heart and has taken up residence as my First Muse ever since. And usually he collides with the Elijah-muse somewhere on the way. Because tell me who hasn´t got an Elijah!muse??
Sometimes Viggo sneaks into my head too, making a guest appearance. He´s a bit tricksy, I never know what he wants until much later when I have almost forgotten it. He is the subtleness that I´m trying to grasp between the lines!
I´ve been reading Lotrips for years. In the beginning there was Light. There were Premiere-kisses & Hugs EVERYWHERE! VigOrli held me in their claws for a time and I still love to read them. But somehow along TehOrlijah crept under my skin and has stayed. Multiplying and re-inventing themselves until they have become some kind of entity.
And behold! Since starting LJ-ing I´m also getting intrigued by everything from Bean to Bills Dom to Ian. Oh and Bana. And Jake. And godforbid!Depp. And sometimes whatever pairing is fine even though I do have extra Squee for anything even remotely related to Orli in some way. He´s possible to ship with.. duh!ANYONE. Same thing with Viggo. Same thing with Elijah. Sorry, this is becoming more complicated than I intended! And it just means I´m actually totally a Lotrips-slash!whore in its grandest form.. *throws confetti*
I read mostly Lotrps/rpf obviously.. but, as I guess most of us did and still do, I occasionally read the Fps-part of the huge LOTR-universe. It is such a different thing, but so much a goldmine as can anything ever be... When I have caught up a bit on the Rp-side I will come there more.
I read a lot of Boondock Saints-slash too. Because THAT movie and THAT storyline and THOSE characters and THOSE actors - well let´s face it - it is a phenomenon begging to be developed further/more/beyond/behind.. (And I´m not even going to mention The Homoerotic Undertones. Because yes they are twins and Irish and hilariously funny and completely_sexy and touchy-feely and not-so-brotherly and half-nekkid.) And I can talk about it for hours. Not a big fandom, sadly, but incredibly good.
I´m in fanfiction-love!!! *ah! Who could tell..?*
An interesting plot or even just a sentence and I´m hooked. There are so many brilliant stories in these fandoms that sometimes I want to consume the computer screen with all fics in it and just lay here on this spot, ingested computer and all - to the end of days. YOU ARE SO BRILLIANT!!!
Did I mention that I love reading fanfics?? =P
*changes garbs*
I am also obsessed with treasures. Especially: Sentences. Beautiful pictures/things/people. Gestures. Moments.
I like erotic art of the homoerotic/queer kind. Actually I like most things that are queer in some way. I´m probably very queer myself, too. If I bothered to carry around a bunch of labels on me that could measure out exactly how queer I am so everyone could know statistically where on the Queer-scale I´m to be found. If I cared. So let´s not bother too much, because I don´t.
I live. I love. I am.
Other than that useful information, I am just the slightest_bit_insane and can drown myself in poetry, Tolkien´s works (and I mean the original), fashion, human rights, fairies, masquerades and a billion other non-related subjects. At any time. Sue me not. This is my journal and I can ramble!
I choose my wars carefully, but when I have something to say; about homophobia, religious dogma, racism, chauvinism and generally the likes of stupid people or stupid things; - I will say it.
I can be angry and upset, but I will not go into provoked discussions with people who are beyond comprehension of the word Respect. Those wars are lost to begin with.
I prefer, mostly, using my life-force to channel other things than anger. I´m still fairly new to fandom but I am a former lurker and have therefore been around for years in the twilight-zone; abiding. These days I am rolling around in fanfiction as much as I can, squeeing my pants off basically.
I write when I can. I´m not natively English-speaking so the grammar/betaing/editing-stuff takes a.lot.of.time. I post when I´m pleased with it.
I´m amazed by the lovely group of people that I have come to know this far. The friendships I have made here are of great importance to me. So much love…
And yes - in fact I also do have a little RL-life. Not that it is that grand or even close to that full potential-stuff, but damn.. I’m working on that too! And I´m rambling about the twists and turns of it; this place is an outlet for me to be Me. I´m impossible to define - just like everyone else; which makes me a Human, in all its complicated glory and To Wherever It May Lead.
If you have the feeling that you can´t live without being a part of my ambitious obsessions and all the rest that comes with it;
Drop me a line, I might be a lovely friend indeed, despite all of my human flaws.
(All in all I´m just a nice little beastie.. savvy..?!)