re-hashing the memories...

[illudium]

I've been going over the entries I posted when I had this journal up until 2004. So many things I have posted and with time were basically forgotten; which makes me realize why I started my livejournal in the first place. The good and the bad were all brought back into my mind and I couldn't help but to contemplate if most of my boyfriends (currently ex's) were even really worth my time at all. I guess you could say they were put there by some higher (or lower) power to teach my the moral lessons of love. I'm still trying to figure out which lessons I missed... lol.

The good memories were ones that I believe I will truly cherish for all eternity (well at least the time I'm on this planet). Even till this day, I seem to run into the same types of guys. Is it because I haven't learned the lessons of love; or is it because this is what I'm destined to attract?

I've written so much of my life only to just throw it away and take it into the mind that doesn't remember last month. Such a waste of effort and time. I wanted to be able to remember these things for all eternity, not just a few years. I honestly don't know why I keep making this same mistake when it comes to choosing a partner... I guess only time will tell.

I'm sure you've all heard enough rambling... until next time... oodles of toodles.