The Meme of 2009
For Sandwell, since you asked so nicely !
1) I was born 3 weeks premature, short and fat. Nothing's changed much there ! Have a tendency to pile on just looking at food.
2) This is my first time being in love. Though I always believed it existed, I always thought I'd be incapable of it (obviously we are not talking family and friends love). I fought it, quite hard at times, but I am happy I lost the battle.
3) I am scared sh**less at the thought of procreating. Giving life is a big deal and involves so many different emotions that I can neither fathom nor think I can deal with... Adoption would be easier, at least, it is not my fault they are alive and I would actually be turning life around for them. Well that's the way I view it at the moment anyway.
4) Escaping spontanuously is an actual drug for me. Nothing bothers me more than my car having become rank and I not being able to get on the road whenever I feel like it. Long distance travelling has also become a hard goal to achieve these days and it sadens me a lot...
5) I am lactose intolerant and the only intolerable thing about it is that I can't have any Haagen Dasz Vanilla Pecan :(
6) I do watch what I call crap tv, not because it is ultimately good, but because it is a great counter drug to a rough day i-e brain overload !
7) It takes a while for me to open up, share and trust, be it in love or friendship, sometimes it is as bad as it is good.
8) I had short hair only once. Can't remember it being good or bad. I often wonder if I should cut them short again...
9) I can write, but I never seem to be able to take pen to paper. My bestest piece are often written in my sleep. Waking is therefore a creativity set back. Maybe I'll get there some day.
10) I learned to play keyboards with the Bontempi method... which means I can't read music, I know how to make/write music with numbers though ;-D
11) I had my first Barbie on my 10th birthday. A bit late, but I had my first computer in 1984, so my Dad thought a Barbie wasn't necessary for my developpement. Even though he was right, I still demanded Barbies so I could be like everybody else. I ended up having 2, and really all I liked doing with them was brush their hair !
12) I have moved : 5 times in France, 12 times in UK, 6 times in Australia... that's all I can count just now ;-P
13) I have sleep issues, I always think of the wrong things before sleep comes and sleeping is more torture than relief...
14) I wonder and ponder too much. I have spontaneity but it usually feels selfish. Nevertheless, I do indulge once in a while.
15) I do not think I can live in Scotland forever... I do not know how to make a move happen though.
16) I am a sushi lover. I love raw fish. Raw fish has helped me liking cooked fish better actually.I still gag at cooked fishy smelling fishes, but I will always try them raw so I can find out if I like the taste.
17) I used to love my car as I would have a lesbian lover !
18) It started with my parents, and weirdly enough, people throughout my adult life have been calling me this too, of their own accord : yes people do refer to/of me as Princess. I do not dislike it, I just wonder how people seem to agree it's a good name to call me by, or refer to me as.
19) I am so not photogenic... or maybe I am just that ugly !
20) I eat dates with fresh goat cheese, or sometimes sea salted butter. When you think that a date itself is already 2 calories... Hum good thing I manage to block this thought when I chew on one !
21) I have food cravings. But then I get home, see that food in the fridge or cupboard, and that's the craving gone !
22) I have size 2 feet. Which means I can hardly ever find Lady shoes. Even in China I had issues finding shoes my size. Another myth busted !
23) I wish I could have a creative related career (photography, journalism, reporter, writer, dancer...) but I play it safe. It's all about priorities and just now, my safe needs are greater than my chancing it needs. But it may come to change, when it does, I will welcome it.
24) I had a diary when I was a teenager. I used to force myself to write in it. None of what I forced mysef to write I can remember happening.
25) I do not know where I am going anymore. And I freak out that all my decisions don't affect just me any longer.
1) I was born 3 weeks premature, short and fat. Nothing's changed much there ! Have a tendency to pile on just looking at food.
2) This is my first time being in love. Though I always believed it existed, I always thought I'd be incapable of it (obviously we are not talking family and friends love). I fought it, quite hard at times, but I am happy I lost the battle.
3) I am scared sh**less at the thought of procreating. Giving life is a big deal and involves so many different emotions that I can neither fathom nor think I can deal with... Adoption would be easier, at least, it is not my fault they are alive and I would actually be turning life around for them. Well that's the way I view it at the moment anyway.
4) Escaping spontanuously is an actual drug for me. Nothing bothers me more than my car having become rank and I not being able to get on the road whenever I feel like it. Long distance travelling has also become a hard goal to achieve these days and it sadens me a lot...
5) I am lactose intolerant and the only intolerable thing about it is that I can't have any Haagen Dasz Vanilla Pecan :(
6) I do watch what I call crap tv, not because it is ultimately good, but because it is a great counter drug to a rough day i-e brain overload !
7) It takes a while for me to open up, share and trust, be it in love or friendship, sometimes it is as bad as it is good.
8) I had short hair only once. Can't remember it being good or bad. I often wonder if I should cut them short again...
9) I can write, but I never seem to be able to take pen to paper. My bestest piece are often written in my sleep. Waking is therefore a creativity set back. Maybe I'll get there some day.
10) I learned to play keyboards with the Bontempi method... which means I can't read music, I know how to make/write music with numbers though ;-D
11) I had my first Barbie on my 10th birthday. A bit late, but I had my first computer in 1984, so my Dad thought a Barbie wasn't necessary for my developpement. Even though he was right, I still demanded Barbies so I could be like everybody else. I ended up having 2, and really all I liked doing with them was brush their hair !
12) I have moved : 5 times in France, 12 times in UK, 6 times in Australia... that's all I can count just now ;-P
13) I have sleep issues, I always think of the wrong things before sleep comes and sleeping is more torture than relief...
14) I wonder and ponder too much. I have spontaneity but it usually feels selfish. Nevertheless, I do indulge once in a while.
15) I do not think I can live in Scotland forever... I do not know how to make a move happen though.
16) I am a sushi lover. I love raw fish. Raw fish has helped me liking cooked fish better actually.I still gag at cooked fishy smelling fishes, but I will always try them raw so I can find out if I like the taste.
17) I used to love my car as I would have a lesbian lover !
18) It started with my parents, and weirdly enough, people throughout my adult life have been calling me this too, of their own accord : yes people do refer to/of me as Princess. I do not dislike it, I just wonder how people seem to agree it's a good name to call me by, or refer to me as.
19) I am so not photogenic... or maybe I am just that ugly !
20) I eat dates with fresh goat cheese, or sometimes sea salted butter. When you think that a date itself is already 2 calories... Hum good thing I manage to block this thought when I chew on one !
21) I have food cravings. But then I get home, see that food in the fridge or cupboard, and that's the craving gone !
22) I have size 2 feet. Which means I can hardly ever find Lady shoes. Even in China I had issues finding shoes my size. Another myth busted !
23) I wish I could have a creative related career (photography, journalism, reporter, writer, dancer...) but I play it safe. It's all about priorities and just now, my safe needs are greater than my chancing it needs. But it may come to change, when it does, I will welcome it.
24) I had a diary when I was a teenager. I used to force myself to write in it. None of what I forced mysef to write I can remember happening.
25) I do not know where I am going anymore. And I freak out that all my decisions don't affect just me any longer.