que sera sera

[illoeanta]

Just letting you all know as of next week I am terminating myself from LiVEJOURNAL. If you have some wish to know what I'm up to, I'll be at myspace.com I'm not hard to find if you know how to find me.

Ciao forever!

~ Le Chat Noir

Comments

You Don't Judge???

[anonymous]

Really! That's about the oddest thing I've heard all year long. You don't know me well enough to know what my favorite color is but apparently you know me well enough to tell the man that I love to break up with me. Funny, because I could have sworn that once I attempted to explain my life to you, and you shrugged it off like so much nothing. Still, I do know enough of you to understand there is some good in there somewhere-otherwise you wouldn't care so much, would you? At any rate, you should understand that there is an entire world out here beyond your own and if you opened your eyes and saw things for what they were, saw the good, the bad, the sorrow, the misery, the pain, the joy, the love in other people's lives, you might be overcome with more emotion than you could ever feel for yourself. I'm not saying I want your pity, and I'm certain no one else does either, but it would be nice if you stepped down off of your woe-is-me pedestal and joined the rest of us back down here on Earth. It would be great if someone could get you to understand. I know it's not about me-that life is not about me. However, I'm not too certain you understand that it's not about you, and that you can't condemn people and then say you don't judge, because boy... do you ever judge! If you didn't I wouldn't have bothered to take the time to write this... would I?

Re: You Don't Judge???

[illoeanta]

I still don't know what you're talking about and as far as I'm conserned the only people I've condemned are those who betray me. I've seen the world already, it's a wonderful thing, though everything you noted of what makes human kind just irritates me. I can't stand looking at other people. There's not a damn good thing about me and I will tell you that you will never meet anyone more faitless nor foolish than I and if you do please tell me so that I may speak with them. There are but few things people as cynnical as I could say to eachother. In any case I never encouraged any kind of breakup. That's a stupid thing to say. I've never even connotated that to anyone. I may have told people that they need to get out of town eventually. if they took it the wrong way, that's not my fault. On the lighter side of me I have dreams and I know everyone does. Mine have nearly come true already and all I encourage is that people pursue their dreams before anything else. You were right about one thing though. I care, maybe a little too much and in fact I get worried. These emotions are wasted though because I worry about people who've long written me off or who atleast aren't as close to me as they used to be. I'm the last one that I think about and it's hurting me. So as I've stated before, as of the next month or so, I'll be forgetting absolutely everyone and everything. I need not let anyone down by doing this, since it's only temporarily, besides it wouldn't matter much anyway because I'm absolutely positive that nobody will know the difference. Also, due to current events of a rather dramatic nature which are more worldy than you can believe, I just don't give a fuck. If you feel like chastising me in a month or so,that'd be the oppurtune time, I'll be feeling better then.