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i basically hate everyone and everything at the moment. i cant take this any fucken more. i hate being alone like this. i hate all my thoughts and the way i always feel. i just want to go to sleep tonight and never wake up. i really enjoy living in my dreams. my only nightmares i have are when i wake up. i just want someone again. that one person... too bad the only person i ever fell in love w/ was a scitzo bipolar pathological liar. i hate him.