"memories"... new style of writing

[illmaticdon666]

your memory haunts me;
my bleeding heart won’t
forget the last words you
spoke to me, the last time
you slammed the door in
my face. time is no great
healer; i still feel the pain
of what you did to me, and
the wound is fresh every
time i remember you. i’ll
never forget when you told
me how much you hated
me; i’ll never forget the
tears i shed that night;
i’ll never forget your cold
words as you told me that
you were through with
me, and how you never
wanted to talk to me again.
yet along with these real,
wounding memories, i’ll
never forget the strength
of your arms around me,
and the beauty of our
precious time together.
if only i could get rid of
the memories all together,
for then i wouldn’t remember
the pain, the anger, or
the beauty, and then i
wouldn’t wish for you back…