Aug 25, 2005 11:04
So I woke up early this morning and actually stayed up and didn't go back to bed. Usually I wake up and am incredibly bored and just go back to bed, unless I have work. I probably stayed up because I have this great thing called the internet, again. WOOO!!!
So I messed around on the net and watched some television(meant to be said the espanol way). I found the Fry's ad and saw that they had some cool shit on sale, so I decided I was going to go do a little grocery shopping with my 10 dollars. I started walking to my car to go down the street to Fry's. Then I was like; oooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I'll walk to Fry's since I am kind of low on gas and am bored and the exercise would be super. Yeah, that's a retarded idea when I plan buying milk and watermelon. So I walked home with a watermelon, gallon milk, 6 pack of kool aid blasts, box of cereal, and english muffins. I am a retard. My arms got a nice little workout. hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm going to try losing some weight again. It would be nice to lose 10lbs in the next month. I'm sure I could pull it off, I did that a couple months ago. I just need to start exercising like crazy again. I haven't been exercising lately, just working and being pissed off and retarded. I went running last night and actually ran and actually felt like I got a workout. I think I am going to try doing that again when I get home from babysitting tonight/tomorrow early morning. I'm also going to start eating small amounts of healthy food on a regular basis instead on going on little wannabe starving things. That doesn't work. yeah. um, I'M GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT!!! Well, I better. Fuck, shit, bitch.
*cough* my boyfriend is really hot *cough cough cough* harrrrrrrrrrr
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I wish I loved Tucson as much as I used to. I thought I would live in this place forever, but lately I have totally hated it. I think a lot of that has to do with my retard of a mother. There's another sad thing. With the shit that went down in July, I don't think I will ever really like my mom or be able to have much respect for my mothers non existing brain. What happened to the mother I knew and loved. Things are so fucked up with her in my head. Ugh. blah.
I really enjoy All American Rejects CD "Move Along"
heh.
I feel like such a little teenager, oh yeah, maybe because I am. Thank goodness. I don't want to get old. Ugh. I want to turn 18 and stay 18. I can't wait to get out of this shitty place in my life.
I want to be happy somewhere with my hot girlfriend Josephina Vercheck. LOLOLOLOL