surreal...
wow.so i graduated and it was soo weird.i guess people build it up to be more than it actually is in a way, and then if you think about it, its really not built up because you really arent going to be seeing any of these people anymore.hence:surreal.im still in shock that i graduated without summer school.woot go me.and major props to chris for basically doing all my work for me to make sure i would graduate<3.
so yea prom was interesting:
the whole day before that was just stress.period.we went to graduation rehearsal that day at 11.i slept over jamies the night before and she was crazy stressed out and almost fought with danielle.then after graduation rehearsal i was waiting for chris and then he told me that he got in a fight with his dad that morning and couldnt come to fireisland on friday night.and he was in a bad mood and so was i.i hate when we get bitchy with each other and fight.it ruins my day...and i got really upset, because i had been asking him to ask for like a week before that.and he wasnt home to see his parents to ask so it was left to the last minute, along with everything else prom related.plus it was going to be all couples there and even though they are my friends i still woulda been weirded.i dunno.and i just overall wanted him to be with me.so i freaked out about that for a while.fuck emoness.i didnt even want to go then because of all the bullshit.but we went to the house anyway that day to set up for the next night and bring all the beer and clothes and blankets and shit to the house.then sometime mid day i called chris and he told me that he talked to his dad for me.cause i was soo upset and he got his dad to let him go, which made me really happy.so then i went home and slept.
chris was suppossed to come and wake me up at 1030 but i woke up at like 1045 and he wasnt there so i called him and he was sleeping hah.ass.then he rushed over all sleepy and got me and we went and picked up justina.shes hot.then he dropped us off at moms shop to get all pretty.so i did justinas hair and then mommy did my hair.i had a florist in my hair but i loved it.white orchids and green lilys to match my dress<3, which i loved by the way, even if i did dance like a beast and sweat a small line of green sharpie across my back and chest. hahah.so then at 430 chris came and saw me....i actually looked like a girl<3woop.then we went to danielles for pictures.chris left and we went to prom.it was alright.the techno music sucked really really bad.but i danced my booty off anyways.my legs hurt now.
then we left and dropped off justina and went back to danielles house and chris met us there and jumped in the limo and we went to fireisland.the house was sweet.a lil buggy though.as soon as we got there i rolled a blunt for the two of us.it was sweet.we just sat out on the balcony and smoked.it was so chill out like the weather was perfect.
after that i started getting really messed up so its kinda blurry.umm best EVER<3.and miski yelled at me cause they only saw me for like 20 minutes the whole night.hah.woops.
thats all for now.
<3
so yea prom was interesting:
the whole day before that was just stress.period.we went to graduation rehearsal that day at 11.i slept over jamies the night before and she was crazy stressed out and almost fought with danielle.then after graduation rehearsal i was waiting for chris and then he told me that he got in a fight with his dad that morning and couldnt come to fireisland on friday night.and he was in a bad mood and so was i.i hate when we get bitchy with each other and fight.it ruins my day...and i got really upset, because i had been asking him to ask for like a week before that.and he wasnt home to see his parents to ask so it was left to the last minute, along with everything else prom related.plus it was going to be all couples there and even though they are my friends i still woulda been weirded.i dunno.and i just overall wanted him to be with me.so i freaked out about that for a while.fuck emoness.i didnt even want to go then because of all the bullshit.but we went to the house anyway that day to set up for the next night and bring all the beer and clothes and blankets and shit to the house.then sometime mid day i called chris and he told me that he talked to his dad for me.cause i was soo upset and he got his dad to let him go, which made me really happy.so then i went home and slept.
chris was suppossed to come and wake me up at 1030 but i woke up at like 1045 and he wasnt there so i called him and he was sleeping hah.ass.then he rushed over all sleepy and got me and we went and picked up justina.shes hot.then he dropped us off at moms shop to get all pretty.so i did justinas hair and then mommy did my hair.i had a florist in my hair but i loved it.white orchids and green lilys to match my dress<3, which i loved by the way, even if i did dance like a beast and sweat a small line of green sharpie across my back and chest. hahah.so then at 430 chris came and saw me....i actually looked like a girl<3woop.then we went to danielles for pictures.chris left and we went to prom.it was alright.the techno music sucked really really bad.but i danced my booty off anyways.my legs hurt now.
then we left and dropped off justina and went back to danielles house and chris met us there and jumped in the limo and we went to fireisland.the house was sweet.a lil buggy though.as soon as we got there i rolled a blunt for the two of us.it was sweet.we just sat out on the balcony and smoked.it was so chill out like the weather was perfect.
after that i started getting really messed up so its kinda blurry.umm best EVER<3.and miski yelled at me cause they only saw me for like 20 minutes the whole night.hah.woops.
thats all for now.
<3