Update for the 23th of September, 2004
So.
My first japanese class was kinda funny.
First, I sat there, with these adults that kept staring at me (or my breats, if they were males..)
Thomas. He was really sweet. He had a german accent, and was maybe 6-10 years older than me. He watches anime too, but wanted to learn japanese because he was interested in bonzai (!!!!) He gave me some sites I should enter...
Then there was the other Thomas, who watched sickly much anime, as he told me himself. He reminds me of my brother. I wanna see his computer/dvds/manga, <3
And there was this girl, Lisa. We said hi, and I cried yes when she came in (inside myself, of course), because she looked passionate and she might be my age. She turns 17 too, and is attending to the 10th grade. She asked me how come I was already in 2g. Couldn't give her the answer...
Well. She has a lot more manga than me, and a lot more anime. Probably because she buys it in Germany. I don't want it in german. Can't read it, can't stand it. She exited me a lot, I might gain another friend. She had to go to Karate right after, so I couldn't invite her on a sandwich.
I was reading Scotts entery about his mistake.
Well... I guess I would've reacted like Joey did, it's pretty understandable. The good thing is that she was able to forgive him.
I have given up on guys. I don't have any guy friends (Nicolai isn't included. He's still my friend, but he doesn't wanna be together with me at all, and I don't take that as 'friendly'.
I don't know why I don't have male friends. I would really like to befriend Søren, but I kinda rejected that thought when I shut him out last summer. I feel like an idiot....
The guys in my class are not to et too. The only other guy than Søren that I would befriend would be Kevin. We can always find stuff to talk about, but we haven't talked together at all recently.
I don't know what to do. There's no chance that I would EVER want to befriend anyone from 2u. The guys that ruined my life (and who're pretty much responsible for my shyness to guys. They've hurt me so much). Maybe Mads. He was really friendly. By some unknown reason, he told me he had a girlfriend... I wasn't coming onto him, so I don't know why.
Morten. Well. He quit. I got to talk with him once, but there was CHEMESTRY. That's the first guy that's shown me he liked me. And more than friend-like. I will never forget how it felt. It's probably the last... I have kinda quit getting a boyfriend. OR even male friends. We're like two negative poles (says the mathematisian :))
My first japanese class was kinda funny.
First, I sat there, with these adults that kept staring at me (or my breats, if they were males..)
Thomas. He was really sweet. He had a german accent, and was maybe 6-10 years older than me. He watches anime too, but wanted to learn japanese because he was interested in bonzai (!!!!) He gave me some sites I should enter...
Then there was the other Thomas, who watched sickly much anime, as he told me himself. He reminds me of my brother. I wanna see his computer/dvds/manga, <3
And there was this girl, Lisa. We said hi, and I cried yes when she came in (inside myself, of course), because she looked passionate and she might be my age. She turns 17 too, and is attending to the 10th grade. She asked me how come I was already in 2g. Couldn't give her the answer...
Well. She has a lot more manga than me, and a lot more anime. Probably because she buys it in Germany. I don't want it in german. Can't read it, can't stand it. She exited me a lot, I might gain another friend. She had to go to Karate right after, so I couldn't invite her on a sandwich.
I was reading Scotts entery about his mistake.
Well... I guess I would've reacted like Joey did, it's pretty understandable. The good thing is that she was able to forgive him.
I have given up on guys. I don't have any guy friends (Nicolai isn't included. He's still my friend, but he doesn't wanna be together with me at all, and I don't take that as 'friendly'.
I don't know why I don't have male friends. I would really like to befriend Søren, but I kinda rejected that thought when I shut him out last summer. I feel like an idiot....
The guys in my class are not to et too. The only other guy than Søren that I would befriend would be Kevin. We can always find stuff to talk about, but we haven't talked together at all recently.
I don't know what to do. There's no chance that I would EVER want to befriend anyone from 2u. The guys that ruined my life (and who're pretty much responsible for my shyness to guys. They've hurt me so much). Maybe Mads. He was really friendly. By some unknown reason, he told me he had a girlfriend... I wasn't coming onto him, so I don't know why.
Morten. Well. He quit. I got to talk with him once, but there was CHEMESTRY. That's the first guy that's shown me he liked me. And more than friend-like. I will never forget how it felt. It's probably the last... I have kinda quit getting a boyfriend. OR even male friends. We're like two negative poles (says the mathematisian :))