My Horoscope for today
Aries
Although you might not want to admit it, you don't always feel as good as you claim. But you cannot go on pretending forever; sooner or later you need to realize that you don't have to hide your true feelings. Sharing your fears with someone you trust today can open the way to profound conversations that deepen a friendship or improve your position at work. Stop resisting the positive changes that could occur once you acknowledge your vulnerability.
that was actually dead on for today... Burt and I finally talked about a lot of things that mostly were bothering me... we still have a lot to work out but I finally opened up and let it all flow out. He wasn't upset at anything I had to say which was nice.. in the past my ex's always freaked out if i was unhappy about something so I stopped telling people..
One big thing though is that Burt now does not think he can handle me getting sick... and I can't Turn the MS off like a light switch, if I could I would but I can't..
So that in the end may be what breaks us.. but on the other hand it may not since i'm going on new meds soon
Right now when I try to walk my legs shake so bad I lose my balance and have to use a cane and hold on to the walls.. it's scary.... it's been going on for 5 days now.. there are other symptonms like this jolting thing.. it feels like someone shot me with a tazer and my entire body jolts and then a few seconds later i'm fine.. but iti's gotten to the point that other people can see it. I do have a call in to my doctor about this.. He gets to make the final decision on what to do.. I know I do not want to be in a wheel chair.
Ok guys i'm off.. i'm a tired woman.
xoxo's!
Although you might not want to admit it, you don't always feel as good as you claim. But you cannot go on pretending forever; sooner or later you need to realize that you don't have to hide your true feelings. Sharing your fears with someone you trust today can open the way to profound conversations that deepen a friendship or improve your position at work. Stop resisting the positive changes that could occur once you acknowledge your vulnerability.
that was actually dead on for today... Burt and I finally talked about a lot of things that mostly were bothering me... we still have a lot to work out but I finally opened up and let it all flow out. He wasn't upset at anything I had to say which was nice.. in the past my ex's always freaked out if i was unhappy about something so I stopped telling people..
One big thing though is that Burt now does not think he can handle me getting sick... and I can't Turn the MS off like a light switch, if I could I would but I can't..
So that in the end may be what breaks us.. but on the other hand it may not since i'm going on new meds soon
Right now when I try to walk my legs shake so bad I lose my balance and have to use a cane and hold on to the walls.. it's scary.... it's been going on for 5 days now.. there are other symptonms like this jolting thing.. it feels like someone shot me with a tazer and my entire body jolts and then a few seconds later i'm fine.. but iti's gotten to the point that other people can see it. I do have a call in to my doctor about this.. He gets to make the final decision on what to do.. I know I do not want to be in a wheel chair.
Ok guys i'm off.. i'm a tired woman.
xoxo's!