I hate it when a family member dies. Not that it's supposed to be joyful in any way but I dislike it for more then just the obvious. I always find myself wondering who's next. It never just happens once. It's like some sort of weird domino affect. Most of the time the people didn't even know each other....but death travels in packs and I will be ( Read more... )

Lame! Ha.

Oh man, I've not had a good night's rest in awhile and it's starting to wear me down. I'm grumpy.

I think I'm gonna play around with my profile on here. I know the information needs to be updated BADLY. I wonder when I messed around with it last. I'll check on that too.

<3Nessa

After venting last night I feel kind of liberated. I love my live journal. :D

<3Nessa

I don't update this journal anymore. I really should start again. I'm lazy though and have two main ones I use already. Course they aren't on livejournal and most of the people on here are on MySpace anyway....I hate MySpace..lol...and Facebook...

<3Nessa

its been quite some time since i wrote in this particular journal. its more private though, so i may decide to start using it more often again ( Read more... )

my heart is sort of aching right now...i want so badly to be able to call Daniel mine..but i wont ask him or tell him this til he brings something similar up..if he ever does....hes amazing...and not in an im blinding myself to what he really is sort of way either...im keeping myself guarded for the time being to ensure my own heart's safety...but ( Read more... )

sometimes all i need is for someone to hold my hand and tell me everything is gonna be alright...but i must hold my own hand...and whisper those words into my own ear....and make myself believe it....

<3Nessa

im not feeling well at this moment...im just really sad...its a combination of things...but its one of the downs that i expected..not that im all whoa is me or anything....but im just...i dunno...its slowly starting to sink in that i really dont have that father figure anymore....my number one hero has passed away...and there's nothing i can do ( Read more... )

i hide my tears ( Read more... )

i love snow...i love snow so much...it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside...it really does...even if im freezing my butt off....it still keep s my heart warm....i love winter....

<3Nessa