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OKAY ; well last time i wrote in here was on wednesday afternoon. i ended up going to robin's that night. she was having a hard night too, so we basically were there for eachother. heh. we went to gates creek with mal and dave, and kendall of course. alexis called me around 1 o'clock in the morning and told me that scotty and rabecca went through the drive-thru together that day. so that sorda crushed me. i called him and bitched, but sure enough after a minute of him not hearing what he wants to hear he hung up.
so the next morning robin's mom drove me home around 10:30 because the PLANS were that scotty would pick me up at noon. i had the feeling that wouldn't happen though. 1 o'clock comes around and i couldn't even get a hold of him. so i went and took a nap. and then he calls around 2:30 saying that he will STILL be another two hours. rabecca was there, and scotty's uncle was ordering them subs or something. so sure enough, he doesn't show up for like THREE hours, not two. yeah, he's just great like that.
SO he gets here and we take off. i don't even talk to him, AT ALL. so after awhile, he's like "so u hate me now??" and i was like um yea, basically. and he kept asking me over and over again how was it possible for me to not want to be friends with him and alla this shit. so i told him how much it fuckin sucks for me for him to date one of my former friends. well i guess it turns out that rabecca told him we were never friends which was bullshit. i used to stick up for that bitch's ass. people used to say she looks like a man, and i would get offensive. fuck that. so i ask y they're not together [ him and rabecca ] and he tells me that .... HE MIGHT BE HAVING ANOTHER BABY!!!!! i was just like whaaaaat?!!??!? his ex, michelle, the whore from wal-mart or whatever, thinks she is pregnant. her period is like 2 weeks late, but the pregnancy tests she has taken say she's not. so i was like ... well scotty, i thought that u said u used a condom with her ? turns out he never fuckin used a condom with her. he told me that i was the only person that he don't use a condom with. which is fuckin bullshit. so that made me feel fucking gross. because obviously, we had sex after they did. ugh. so i asked him y he told me that they used a condom and he said that he had hopes for us, i was like well nah, we're D-O-N-E. and i started to call him a slut, and a whore, and all this, and all that. sooo... scotty, being the fuckin psychopath he is starts to speed up. and we were on a back road in springville, where it's all bendy and shit, and most importantly, all double solid, so he wasn't even supposed to pass. and he goes "KAT DO YOU WANNA FUCKING DIE TODAY?!" or some shit like that. and so he passed the three cars in front of us, and we almost hit a fuckin semi that was coming the other way. it was so freaky. he just like looked at me and was look "WOW KAT, WE ALMOST DIED. CRAZY!" and like smiled. i was just like wow ya know? fuckin psycho. and then i kept callin him names, cuz i was furious at him. and he slammed on the breaks and said he was taking me home and all this shit. so i had a big cow, cuz i NEEDED a phone charger. and after enough bitching i got him to turn around. haha.
so i guess after a while we ended up getting a long a little better. we went and got my phone charger and whatnot. and went to media play, and the mall so i could get a bite to eat. on the way home he ended up making me mad, i don't even remember what he did or anything. but we ended up arguing, OBVIOUSLY. and he told me that we weren't going to talk anymore, be friends/ anything like that. so i was sorda crushed. i mean, my intentions at the beginning of the day were for us to not be friends also. but i don't want him to agree with it i guess. lol. so we sat in my drive-way, i was begging him for atleast a hug before i got out. he wouldn't even do that. so i was crying, and he kept telling me to get out of the car. when i finally did he threw my burger king cup at me and shit and was like "take ur fucking trash" so i threw it back in the window, and sure enough he threw it back at me. ha
so yeahhh.. i was just going to let him be. but i called him around quarter to 10 which was about the time he would be outside, about to go in for work. and he answered, i pretended to call for something about the phone bill. and then i was like "so we're not going to be friends?" and he was like "nope" so i was like okay, and he said bye and we hung up.
so i ended up goin online, and brent johnson was on. we were talking. and he asked if i wanted to come up, seeing as how he lives right up the road. so i went up there, we hung out for like an hour at his house. it was pretty cool being there and all, just because that's where jesse and chantel used to live, and we were obviously best friends at the time. so it brought back some memories.
he ended up kissing me on the way home. he is SUUUCH a goood friggin kisser. omfg. lol. [ sorry bri, i know u don't want to hear about how good of a kisser ur cousin is; lol ] but i came back home, and went online and we talked. he was saying some really cute things ....
Brntski31: u know people say that its all about the first kiss and what u feel well the kiss was awesome and i felt great doin it
Brntski31: ur a good kisser i was thinkin on my walk home that i could kiss your lips all the time
[ i changed his pro, and put how awesome i was and shit ]
illest x ladii x: wow ur profile is really cool.
Brntski31: really thank u its all about this one girl she is great
illest x ladii x: awww. that's really cool. maybe you should give up the game for her?
Brntski31: i was thinkin about it and was considering it a really good possible
Brntski31: i am ready to hand in my pimp cane for her
Brntski31: but u looked really good i dont care what scotty ever told u u r beautiful
Brntski31: i just cant see myself doin something to hurt u cuz u dont deserve it and u look to good
Brntski31: i want u to trust me that is like the key to ever relationship and i just want u to know that i want to be there for u so u will never have to worry about bein alone
Brntski31: i was thinkin this is r last year and seein i was ur first maybe i should be your last u only go through school once and u cant go back in time and change things but it almost like it was ment to be cuz we were just lil kids and now we both have grown up and been through shit and know what the real world and real life is about
[ no, he wasn't my first that i lost my virginity too, he was my first b/f]
Brntski31: it only takes once to learn and change i know what u mean and like i said i like u too much to fuck around on u your the only one i want and if i had u i wouldnt need anyone eles ya know
Brntski31: so could u see us ever bein together
illest x ladii x: i dont know, it's a nice thought.
illest x ladii x: what do you think though?
Brntski31: i can see us and i want to see us and let it be us i think that if u feel how i feel than we would have something really special
haha; i mean obviously he is a little bit of a sweet talker. but hey, lol.
so yesterday he called me around noon or so, and i got up. then he came over a few hours later. we jus hung out and watched t.v, nothing too exciting. we were going to hang out last nite but i was at elizabeth's since it was their last day, and jake wanted him to come over. so needless to say, we didn't hang out. heh.
and yesterday.... was like the first day in forever that i haven't called scotty. well, i guess that's not true. i did call him. and i called privately, just so i could hear his msgs cuz i have his pincode. haha. i'm such a sneaky one. i don't think that counts though for "callin him". hah.
WELL my little love birds, today is the faaaaaair with missy and patzy. so excited. i think zoe, von and will r u going too. so that will be cool. and scott stanbro is going. i think mainly everyone is going today.
YIPPE.
well leave me comments, sorry so longgggg.
so the next morning robin's mom drove me home around 10:30 because the PLANS were that scotty would pick me up at noon. i had the feeling that wouldn't happen though. 1 o'clock comes around and i couldn't even get a hold of him. so i went and took a nap. and then he calls around 2:30 saying that he will STILL be another two hours. rabecca was there, and scotty's uncle was ordering them subs or something. so sure enough, he doesn't show up for like THREE hours, not two. yeah, he's just great like that.
SO he gets here and we take off. i don't even talk to him, AT ALL. so after awhile, he's like "so u hate me now??" and i was like um yea, basically. and he kept asking me over and over again how was it possible for me to not want to be friends with him and alla this shit. so i told him how much it fuckin sucks for me for him to date one of my former friends. well i guess it turns out that rabecca told him we were never friends which was bullshit. i used to stick up for that bitch's ass. people used to say she looks like a man, and i would get offensive. fuck that. so i ask y they're not together [ him and rabecca ] and he tells me that .... HE MIGHT BE HAVING ANOTHER BABY!!!!! i was just like whaaaaat?!!??!? his ex, michelle, the whore from wal-mart or whatever, thinks she is pregnant. her period is like 2 weeks late, but the pregnancy tests she has taken say she's not. so i was like ... well scotty, i thought that u said u used a condom with her ? turns out he never fuckin used a condom with her. he told me that i was the only person that he don't use a condom with. which is fuckin bullshit. so that made me feel fucking gross. because obviously, we had sex after they did. ugh. so i asked him y he told me that they used a condom and he said that he had hopes for us, i was like well nah, we're D-O-N-E. and i started to call him a slut, and a whore, and all this, and all that. sooo... scotty, being the fuckin psychopath he is starts to speed up. and we were on a back road in springville, where it's all bendy and shit, and most importantly, all double solid, so he wasn't even supposed to pass. and he goes "KAT DO YOU WANNA FUCKING DIE TODAY?!" or some shit like that. and so he passed the three cars in front of us, and we almost hit a fuckin semi that was coming the other way. it was so freaky. he just like looked at me and was look "WOW KAT, WE ALMOST DIED. CRAZY!" and like smiled. i was just like wow ya know? fuckin psycho. and then i kept callin him names, cuz i was furious at him. and he slammed on the breaks and said he was taking me home and all this shit. so i had a big cow, cuz i NEEDED a phone charger. and after enough bitching i got him to turn around. haha.
so i guess after a while we ended up getting a long a little better. we went and got my phone charger and whatnot. and went to media play, and the mall so i could get a bite to eat. on the way home he ended up making me mad, i don't even remember what he did or anything. but we ended up arguing, OBVIOUSLY. and he told me that we weren't going to talk anymore, be friends/ anything like that. so i was sorda crushed. i mean, my intentions at the beginning of the day were for us to not be friends also. but i don't want him to agree with it i guess. lol. so we sat in my drive-way, i was begging him for atleast a hug before i got out. he wouldn't even do that. so i was crying, and he kept telling me to get out of the car. when i finally did he threw my burger king cup at me and shit and was like "take ur fucking trash" so i threw it back in the window, and sure enough he threw it back at me. ha
so yeahhh.. i was just going to let him be. but i called him around quarter to 10 which was about the time he would be outside, about to go in for work. and he answered, i pretended to call for something about the phone bill. and then i was like "so we're not going to be friends?" and he was like "nope" so i was like okay, and he said bye and we hung up.
so i ended up goin online, and brent johnson was on. we were talking. and he asked if i wanted to come up, seeing as how he lives right up the road. so i went up there, we hung out for like an hour at his house. it was pretty cool being there and all, just because that's where jesse and chantel used to live, and we were obviously best friends at the time. so it brought back some memories.
he ended up kissing me on the way home. he is SUUUCH a goood friggin kisser. omfg. lol. [ sorry bri, i know u don't want to hear about how good of a kisser ur cousin is; lol ] but i came back home, and went online and we talked. he was saying some really cute things ....
Brntski31: u know people say that its all about the first kiss and what u feel well the kiss was awesome and i felt great doin it
Brntski31: ur a good kisser i was thinkin on my walk home that i could kiss your lips all the time
[ i changed his pro, and put how awesome i was and shit ]
illest x ladii x: wow ur profile is really cool.
Brntski31: really thank u its all about this one girl she is great
illest x ladii x: awww. that's really cool. maybe you should give up the game for her?
Brntski31: i was thinkin about it and was considering it a really good possible
Brntski31: i am ready to hand in my pimp cane for her
Brntski31: but u looked really good i dont care what scotty ever told u u r beautiful
Brntski31: i just cant see myself doin something to hurt u cuz u dont deserve it and u look to good
Brntski31: i want u to trust me that is like the key to ever relationship and i just want u to know that i want to be there for u so u will never have to worry about bein alone
Brntski31: i was thinkin this is r last year and seein i was ur first maybe i should be your last u only go through school once and u cant go back in time and change things but it almost like it was ment to be cuz we were just lil kids and now we both have grown up and been through shit and know what the real world and real life is about
[ no, he wasn't my first that i lost my virginity too, he was my first b/f]
Brntski31: it only takes once to learn and change i know what u mean and like i said i like u too much to fuck around on u your the only one i want and if i had u i wouldnt need anyone eles ya know
Brntski31: so could u see us ever bein together
illest x ladii x: i dont know, it's a nice thought.
illest x ladii x: what do you think though?
Brntski31: i can see us and i want to see us and let it be us i think that if u feel how i feel than we would have something really special
haha; i mean obviously he is a little bit of a sweet talker. but hey, lol.
so yesterday he called me around noon or so, and i got up. then he came over a few hours later. we jus hung out and watched t.v, nothing too exciting. we were going to hang out last nite but i was at elizabeth's since it was their last day, and jake wanted him to come over. so needless to say, we didn't hang out. heh.
and yesterday.... was like the first day in forever that i haven't called scotty. well, i guess that's not true. i did call him. and i called privately, just so i could hear his msgs cuz i have his pincode. haha. i'm such a sneaky one. i don't think that counts though for "callin him". hah.
WELL my little love birds, today is the faaaaaair with missy and patzy. so excited. i think zoe, von and will r u going too. so that will be cool. and scott stanbro is going. i think mainly everyone is going today.
YIPPE.
well leave me comments, sorry so longgggg.