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i'm not pretty.
i'm not skinny.
i'm not rich.
i'm not smart.
i don't have a nice car.
i don't have a boyfriend.
i don't have a best friend.
i don't have a healthy family.
i don't get along with my parents.
everything makes me angry.
everybody makes me angry.
i'm not a good person.
i'm jealous.
i'm envious.
i'm rude.
i'm evil.
i lie.
i cheat.
i steal.
i don't work very hard.
i don't try very hard.
i let myself down.
i let others down.
i hurt everybody.
i'm self-centered.
and most of all.
i hate myself.
i hate every minuscule detail about myself.
which makes everything that much worse.