timestamp on life...

[illequipedangel]

my grandfather was always invincible to me. he was the stubborn as a mule ox of a man that couldn't keep still.

there are times now when he doesn't even recognize me. or he thinks i'm alicia. or he thinks annie is me. it hurts too much to watch him deteriorate this way...

and then to find out that he's got only 5 years left with us... sanity present or not...

i can't even talk about it anymore.