confused little kitty
ever think you know about something.
then realise maybe your just crazy or high,
the things i have avoided my entire life, may just be falling into my lap.
but doesn't turn out to be what you exspect.
or dont know where other ppl fall into place or sit in the situations.
or how they feel, maybe it started off on the wrong foot, its hard to say when people dont express how they feel.
i try to express how i feel about things as much as i can.
who knows what will happen, i just hope that they do.
p.s IM COMING HOME FOR X-MAS. it willbe sooo good to see so many people that know me so well. meybee i can get some insights to recent events that have been making me feel all wonky. i think some phone calls def have to be made, talked to anne marie the othernight she made me feel good. i miss her so much. i miss talking to her for hours and hours, and no matter what we are doing we are always having so much fun doing it.
i miss my mom so much i can't bear it any longer, i think this move has been one of the best things i coudl have done for myself. once i get over the homesickness bump, i think everything will fall into place.
i feel so alone sometimes tho. its all starting to hit me.
im numb tho, i havent cried in so long. does this mean i am happy or what??
life is funny sometimes.
xoxoxo a.f.m
then realise maybe your just crazy or high,
the things i have avoided my entire life, may just be falling into my lap.
but doesn't turn out to be what you exspect.
or dont know where other ppl fall into place or sit in the situations.
or how they feel, maybe it started off on the wrong foot, its hard to say when people dont express how they feel.
i try to express how i feel about things as much as i can.
who knows what will happen, i just hope that they do.
p.s IM COMING HOME FOR X-MAS. it willbe sooo good to see so many people that know me so well. meybee i can get some insights to recent events that have been making me feel all wonky. i think some phone calls def have to be made, talked to anne marie the othernight she made me feel good. i miss her so much. i miss talking to her for hours and hours, and no matter what we are doing we are always having so much fun doing it.
i miss my mom so much i can't bear it any longer, i think this move has been one of the best things i coudl have done for myself. once i get over the homesickness bump, i think everything will fall into place.
i feel so alone sometimes tho. its all starting to hit me.
im numb tho, i havent cried in so long. does this mean i am happy or what??
life is funny sometimes.
xoxoxo a.f.m