faded lights.
oh my god.
i have been buzzing around my house for over a week now.
i literally am vibrating and girating with excitement, i cannot even believe the time is almost here.
it is only a mere 6 weeks left.
had a craze kind of bullshit weekend. all it did was give me some harsh reminders of exactly why im leaving this place. it could have hit me in some softer blows tho.
i think my excitement is overpowering some sadness, for i have not really thought about some of the postive things and people i will be leaving. this is my home, i was born and raised here and i have many great friends that will sadly be missed, however i do plan on coming back every xmas and summer. so it wont be that bad.
im very much excited to be starting a new life with new surroundings and new people in my life. from the past and some for the future.
i got approved for my student line of credit which helps out in more ways than i would have thought. but i am very much more broke than i orginally had thought i would have been.
im going to have to find a job asap, which may not be as hard as i assumed, seeing how miss berry said she may be able to get me on at ct, and my other buddy curtis might get me in at spinnakers. however i would love to find a job doing what im doing now, good money and a good workout.
i have so much more to write but im lazy. more to come.
♥ a.f.m
p.s i love you so very much and i hate that we have been weird and almost fighting lately.
i have been buzzing around my house for over a week now.
i literally am vibrating and girating with excitement, i cannot even believe the time is almost here.
it is only a mere 6 weeks left.
had a craze kind of bullshit weekend. all it did was give me some harsh reminders of exactly why im leaving this place. it could have hit me in some softer blows tho.
i think my excitement is overpowering some sadness, for i have not really thought about some of the postive things and people i will be leaving. this is my home, i was born and raised here and i have many great friends that will sadly be missed, however i do plan on coming back every xmas and summer. so it wont be that bad.
im very much excited to be starting a new life with new surroundings and new people in my life. from the past and some for the future.
i got approved for my student line of credit which helps out in more ways than i would have thought. but i am very much more broke than i orginally had thought i would have been.
im going to have to find a job asap, which may not be as hard as i assumed, seeing how miss berry said she may be able to get me on at ct, and my other buddy curtis might get me in at spinnakers. however i would love to find a job doing what im doing now, good money and a good workout.
i have so much more to write but im lazy. more to come.
♥ a.f.m
p.s i love you so very much and i hate that we have been weird and almost fighting lately.