Open your heart, Im coming home.
So I am tired of all this work. They are so right about Junior year. It is the busiest year. Sucks. I don't know why any of this crap is important for me in the future. I don't know what I am going to take from any of the classes I am taking. They just all seem to run together now. everything is the same. everything always.
Why do I always feel so sad when I am alone? It's weird not having Jason around. Not sitting next to me. It makes me sad. Luckily we are talking on AIM so at least I kinda feel like he is here, but it's still not the same.
Looking at these strung Christmas lights at Spider House, and listening to The Great Gig in the Sky (Pink Floyd). This sends me into some sort of a trance. the lights remind me of ones on a carousel. and all I can see are bright lights spinning around me . Its as if I am the center of this ride and everything is just revolving around me. It isn't a sad or scary thing though. It makes me feel quite content. I would almost even say happy.
Its some sort of crazy wonderland.
We're all mad here
Why do I always feel so sad when I am alone? It's weird not having Jason around. Not sitting next to me. It makes me sad. Luckily we are talking on AIM so at least I kinda feel like he is here, but it's still not the same.
Looking at these strung Christmas lights at Spider House, and listening to The Great Gig in the Sky (Pink Floyd). This sends me into some sort of a trance. the lights remind me of ones on a carousel. and all I can see are bright lights spinning around me . Its as if I am the center of this ride and everything is just revolving around me. It isn't a sad or scary thing though. It makes me feel quite content. I would almost even say happy.
Its some sort of crazy wonderland.
We're all mad here