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hello peoples.
i havent updated in sooooooo long. SLACKER. been busy. alot of things on the mind.
everyone might as well know whats been happening so here it is.
no one has spoken to me since the 4th of january 2005. there was a rumour going around that i was pregnant *cough* *cough* my ex boyfriend todd immediently throught it was his and started abusing the shit out of me. Billy also thought it was his and started having a go at me. (i'd like to add at this point that it wouldn't of belonged to either of them).
Todd rang my mother.
he said that rumour has it that amanda is pregnant and that it is not his. he then said "amanda is never going to talk to me again is she". to this my mother replied in hysteria (she belived him-thanks mum) "fucking othe she wont... what the fuck do you expcet"......
my mother then called me at work and asked nige if i could be sent home... family crisis. neway, family stuff was sorted out.
stuart, pookie, josh, paul, todd, trent, hayley, troy, lauren, karalea, issac all believed who ever started the rumour (which i named mildred) and yeah. i havent heard from any of them since. except from the odd message calling me a fucking whore and the likes.
bill still talks to me.
we went to the movies last week to see hide and seek.... its good.
well thats why i have been quiet.
i have a boyfriend now. the only down side is that his name is todd. that is all i dont like about him. i havent acually told him about all this shit yet. not sure how to.
i havent had a decent night sleep since the above date. i dont let myself sleep. i wont sleep. i refuse to.
paul is leaving tomorrow. i was told this an anonymus letter left at work. i have been crying most of the week. i know why i have been upset, so do u megan.
fuck.
also i ran away two weeks ago. i ended up in melbourne. i walked out of the airport into the carpark and everyone seemed in such a hurry. everyone was pushing past to get a taxi and i was just standing there thinking what the fuck have i just done? i am in tasmania again.
i have to go.
<3 little max (my boss calls me this.)
i havent updated in sooooooo long. SLACKER. been busy. alot of things on the mind.
everyone might as well know whats been happening so here it is.
no one has spoken to me since the 4th of january 2005. there was a rumour going around that i was pregnant *cough* *cough* my ex boyfriend todd immediently throught it was his and started abusing the shit out of me. Billy also thought it was his and started having a go at me. (i'd like to add at this point that it wouldn't of belonged to either of them).
Todd rang my mother.
he said that rumour has it that amanda is pregnant and that it is not his. he then said "amanda is never going to talk to me again is she". to this my mother replied in hysteria (she belived him-thanks mum) "fucking othe she wont... what the fuck do you expcet"......
my mother then called me at work and asked nige if i could be sent home... family crisis. neway, family stuff was sorted out.
stuart, pookie, josh, paul, todd, trent, hayley, troy, lauren, karalea, issac all believed who ever started the rumour (which i named mildred) and yeah. i havent heard from any of them since. except from the odd message calling me a fucking whore and the likes.
bill still talks to me.
we went to the movies last week to see hide and seek.... its good.
well thats why i have been quiet.
i have a boyfriend now. the only down side is that his name is todd. that is all i dont like about him. i havent acually told him about all this shit yet. not sure how to.
i havent had a decent night sleep since the above date. i dont let myself sleep. i wont sleep. i refuse to.
paul is leaving tomorrow. i was told this an anonymus letter left at work. i have been crying most of the week. i know why i have been upset, so do u megan.
fuck.
also i ran away two weeks ago. i ended up in melbourne. i walked out of the airport into the carpark and everyone seemed in such a hurry. everyone was pushing past to get a taxi and i was just standing there thinking what the fuck have i just done? i am in tasmania again.
i have to go.
<3 little max (my boss calls me this.)