Die faster or die slowly.Die with shame or die with hurt.
Look how your surrounded by many frowned faces. They all look apon in disgust & disappointment. Sitting high above everyone and everything feels royal..Well look at yourself. They all point loaded guns * you have nowhere to run. Of course you could hide your face & move on but really would that make you feel better? They stare & you can feel the attention trying to avoid but they want you to break off. To just run off the face of the earth would be a wonderful way out but they still find a way to stab the looks at you. Think about bitting the bullet at night that'll send you to peace & silence from the whispers. You are guilty, feeling so guilty. Regrets and replays of what you should have done in your head. Alter your state of mind to forget about the problems for just one second. Then come back to reality with everything still the same but with a worse image of yourself. You've sunk because of this one incident. Bite the narrow bullet that hangs in the shed outside sounds so good. Cowardly death. If you could stand in front of the people that you did wrong and stare with enough courage till you gradually crumble & your heart breaks, blood would be spared. Can you die from lonliness & a broken heart? A one casket burial is all a am now.