so frustrating
kelby and i have been fighting. so yesterday, i threatened to move in with mike. cos kelby hates mike. and kelby changed his number. and then he came over and hung out with me last night. and we ate olive garden. and i cried alot.
so we are still talking and seeing each other, but cell phones are off limits? its soo aggravating. because i never go more than a few hours without texting him or him texting me and now i cant. and thats all i wanna do! and i keep staring at my phone waiting and waiting hoping he'll call me or text me :( and my eyes are soo puffy from crying all night and my heart hurts like hell.
i wish things could just be normal for us.
i wish he cold just not get mad at me all the time.
i wish he would just trust me.
i wish he would just accept me for who i am.
i wish he would want to love me as much as i do love him.
i wish i could make him happy.
i wish it wasnt always a losing battle fighting for us.
i wish i was better for him.
i wish he wanted me around.
alot of i wishes with no answers.
so we are still talking and seeing each other, but cell phones are off limits? its soo aggravating. because i never go more than a few hours without texting him or him texting me and now i cant. and thats all i wanna do! and i keep staring at my phone waiting and waiting hoping he'll call me or text me :( and my eyes are soo puffy from crying all night and my heart hurts like hell.
i wish things could just be normal for us.
i wish he cold just not get mad at me all the time.
i wish he would just trust me.
i wish he would just accept me for who i am.
i wish he would want to love me as much as i do love him.
i wish i could make him happy.
i wish it wasnt always a losing battle fighting for us.
i wish i was better for him.
i wish he wanted me around.
alot of i wishes with no answers.