Titled:Stagnant

[illdark_starlll]

I write
I wish I could right wrongs
I wish I could create beautiful things
I have the will
I have
I will
and i do
I know everything you think I dont
and nothing
you think i do
nothing

I dont do what I've been told
I tell you
I cant
I wont
I'd rather die today
before tomorrow
and know
I lived my life

for who i was
for who I am
for what it was
for what it is
what was it worth
was i true to myself

atleast more than once
upon a time
I sit
I sat
I understood
and now I stand
still
to wait

inbetween my thought
I see what I've seen
what I know to be me
it is a beauty
it gives me hope
but still
nothing
and nothing