So tired of being single
It's been a year since my last relationship, and I've liked my time being single. But after a while it's like, okay... I'm ready to have that one person to hang out with, to call, to laugh with. Everything. Friday I met with two couples from school and we went to a bar that's was by the lake. But it was kindof how I expected it to be. To my right, one couple is talking and laughing at their phone. And to my left the other couple was talking pretty low together. And me... eh... I was just sitting there sipping my drink, lol. What am I doing? I started catching myself at school being interested in this one girl but it would have been completely impossible to have something that would work. It's always like I'm catching the ones at the wrong time. So I'm glad I'm kindof saving myself from playing games and being hurt. My friend Lauren wants me to go to a lesbian bar with her to find someone but I hate the thought that I have to go there to find girls that I would be interested in so... uh... I don't know what to do really. As for meeting a guy, chances of one walking into the salon and us actually talking is super slim. Who knows...?