(no subject)
so myspace hasnt been working and its so pathetic how dependant i am on it. like its bad.
but oh well. i guess.
so school starts in a month. like exactly. well from the 23rd. thats nuts. i havent done that much. thats what always happens. i always say i want to do lots of things, or not stay at home, or blah blah blah.
but it never happens. but i have had fun this summer but not lately. like ever since i camp i havent done anything. the last real thing i did was go to the bonfire at leahs. well and me and claire watched a movie yesterday which was fun. but i havent seen too many people since then leahs
and like ive been sleeping alot. like in the afternoon, thats all ive been doing, and then i'd go to softball. which softball were doing amazing, btw. [knock on wood] championship.
i need to do something about this not doing anything thing.
or maybe not. i dont know.
i kinda just want school to get here again, it keeps me occupied. and im excited about taking the classes at harper because it actually will help me with the future. with nursing and all
gah speaking of the future again
and how i said earlier, its scary.
it is.
really.
and i cant put my finger on exactly how i want to explain why its so scary.
i dont know.
theres just so much uncertainty.
but then again, maybe not.
i dont know where im trying to go with this.
well i sorta do.
gah.
i dont know.
im gonna stop now.
because its not gonna make sense unless i say it full out what i wanna say.
but i just dont wanna do it here.
well.
that was jumbled.
and rambly.
sorry.
that whole thing up there didnt make much sense.
talk to me if you want to understand, alright.
in the mean time,
goodnight.
but oh well. i guess.
so school starts in a month. like exactly. well from the 23rd. thats nuts. i havent done that much. thats what always happens. i always say i want to do lots of things, or not stay at home, or blah blah blah.
but it never happens. but i have had fun this summer but not lately. like ever since i camp i havent done anything. the last real thing i did was go to the bonfire at leahs. well and me and claire watched a movie yesterday which was fun. but i havent seen too many people since then leahs
and like ive been sleeping alot. like in the afternoon, thats all ive been doing, and then i'd go to softball. which softball were doing amazing, btw. [knock on wood] championship.
i need to do something about this not doing anything thing.
or maybe not. i dont know.
i kinda just want school to get here again, it keeps me occupied. and im excited about taking the classes at harper because it actually will help me with the future. with nursing and all
gah speaking of the future again
and how i said earlier, its scary.
it is.
really.
and i cant put my finger on exactly how i want to explain why its so scary.
i dont know.
theres just so much uncertainty.
but then again, maybe not.
i dont know where im trying to go with this.
well i sorta do.
gah.
i dont know.
im gonna stop now.
because its not gonna make sense unless i say it full out what i wanna say.
but i just dont wanna do it here.
well.
that was jumbled.
and rambly.
sorry.
that whole thing up there didnt make much sense.
talk to me if you want to understand, alright.
in the mean time,
goodnight.