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i got to run today. it was only our 5 minute warm-up. but i was still excited.
and then we played softball. and that got me excited too. except its ridiculous when people do not know what they are doing.
and after school, me and claire went to oak and we played more softball! we played catch and hit and pitched to eachother. Yippee
ah spring!
today wasnt that bad of a day.
but i am becoming "emo" again right now. ughh im sorry, i really do not mean to be, or want to be.
but i am just so scared. and i really dont want that either. and i dont know if i even should be scared, but i cant help it.
i really don't know.
i think that i trust him enough to believe that what im scared of happening wont happen.
but i am always the doubter and i will think it over in my head over and over and i will not let it go away and i will be terrified of it.
help me. please?