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[illbeyourescape]

i need someone to tell me that everything is okay. and that i do not need to worry about other stupid people that do not matter. i need someone to reassure me of that. and more importantly, i need to beleive them, and trust them.

i hate hate hate how i always doubt things, and let things get to me, that probably shouldn't. and i do not know why i do that. but it is constantly happening.

i dont know.

and i wish i did.

i definitely should not be feeling this way, but i do. frickin sucks. ugh.
this is not going to make much sense because this has no substance in explaining what im talking about whatsoever. but oh well.

there are just definitely things i need to figure out, and things i wish i didnt have to worry about. and i dont know why i do do. but ugh like other people. and i should not let them bother me. and i do. a lot. and i do care what other people think sometimes, and if they are talking about me....especially when i am right there. even if its not nessicarily bad but just saying stuff about me when im right there. or i at least thought they were anyways. not positive, but its more than likely.

im going to stop talking now, i think.

yeah.