so maybe this year?

Dec 31, 2005 17:08

i usually do not make resolutions because either i dont find anything i want to change or i just figure i'll forget about it anyways but maybe this year i'll really try to go by these things
hmmm we'll see

~stop eating crap crap food and eating better
~stop wasting time doing nothing, or unproductive things
~improve in ap us somehow....je ne sais pas how...but somehow
~become more motivated again...like to do work...esp. ap us and stop being lazy and unproductive
~less internet?...idk thats hard
~resolve everything with this boy, even tho ive already tried but theres no way in my mind how it could be completely over...especially before it really ever began...

so we make resolutions to change, and the only way to change is to change within ourselves because you ant change other people really because then it just wouldnt be themselves...im not sure really where im going with this btw...hmm

so is a new year really significant? im not sure
i mean i dont want to be a party pooper because its fun to celebrate
celebrating the new year is celebrating life in a sense.... the coming of a new year a whole new 365 days worth of things that will happen and that when they happen we will never be able to get the moment back again. the moments that we will look back upon at the end of '06 and reflect back on how it affected us and why it did so.
thats life, and thats what we do...we celebrate, mourn, laugh and cry...day to day tis what we do based on the events of the time...
with the coming of a new year and ending of another, we celebrate what is and was and what is ahead to come
i guess then in the end new years can be significant by ending of 05 and starting of 06. it just all depends on how we spend the new time that we are given to us and what we do with it that matters most.

so will i stay true to these resolutions, will i change, will you? what will happen this year? see we will not know until we live them through celebrating, mourning, laughing, and crying as each day goes on.
somethings i want to change somethings im prefectly happy with how they are, but we will not know what will go on until we get there.

in the end i say, dear friends thank you for everything this year, all the great times and helping me and being there for me during the bad times
i love you all and im so glad i have you.
thank you
and so this is to the new year with great new things to come.

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so this is the new year.
and I don't feel any different.
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance (in the distance).

so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for self-assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions

so everybody put your best suit or dress on
let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
as thirty dialogues bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
then I could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back.

there'd be no distance that could hold us back
there'd be no distance that could hold us back

so this is the new year.
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