For the times they are a-changin'
It's strange what summer does to me. I always get excited about having so much time to read tons of books, write and write, let all my creative juices flow, and actually do some exercising. Yet summer comes, and I always lay around for a while. I watch movies on TV and sleep and the like. I think structure keeps me working; as much as I'd like to think I can just create my own structure and do everything I want, it just doesn't happen. I've even let myself drift away from God. I haven't really prayed in a few days. I haven't written in my paper journal since I got home from school. It's all just ridiculous...
I'll be starting my internship and (hopefully) my job the first week of June. Hopefully that will get me into more of a structured routine. That alone won't solve anything, I know. I'm working on getting back to me right now. I'm almost finished with the book I've been reading; hopefully I'll be able to write in my paper journal today; once I get new paintbrushes I want to finish a painting that's been long in the making; and I want to start playing my guitar again, it's been so long! I just hate feeling like I'm wasting all this precious time.
I'll be starting my internship and (hopefully) my job the first week of June. Hopefully that will get me into more of a structured routine. That alone won't solve anything, I know. I'm working on getting back to me right now. I'm almost finished with the book I've been reading; hopefully I'll be able to write in my paper journal today; once I get new paintbrushes I want to finish a painting that's been long in the making; and I want to start playing my guitar again, it's been so long! I just hate feeling like I'm wasting all this precious time.