What went wrong with you and me? This is my apology...

Apr 16, 2007 19:45

So, if I'm supposedly "perfect" and "amazing," why don't you want me like you used to? If you still supposedly "care about me so much," why don't you act like it when you don't want something from me? And if you really do want to be "just friends," why do you keep wanting to have sex with me? And why do you tell me all these things, knowing I'll get attached again? Why don't you actually act like a friend? Why don't you ask me how I'm doing or about things going on in my life for once? Why do you just give me one word responses when I care enough to ask how you're doing and about what's going on in your life? Why do you promise me you won't hurt me, but then you continue to do it, knowing damn well what you're doing? Why do you constantly do this to me?

Why is it that I know what I want and I know what I need, but you keep holding me back from reaching that? Why is it that I want other guys, but they don't want me? Why is it that so many other guys want me, and I want nothing to do with them? Why do I try so hard to impress these other guys when they haven't ever thought of me that way? Why do you still try to protect me if you supposedly "don't care" about me?

WHY?

I don't get what I did to deserve this.
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