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things are going along really well lately. classes are brilliant, because now hermione is helping me, and although harry is being very sullen i think he's in quite a good mood too, i think it's the best that can be expected after the quidditch ban, maybe better. i mean, it's a setback really, but it is not over, GRYFFINDOR WILL FOREVER BE TRIUMPHANT.
and hermione and i are getting along, which is a first, but i just don't want to make her...angry with me again, or uncomfortable or anything so i wonder just how much i can push my ruddy great luck, i mean, i don't want to have her stop tutoring me in charms and i really could use a bit of help in potions, but that's a given isn't it? but yeah, i'm just trying to make sure not to step on her toes or anything with anything i might do or say that would be INAPPROPRIATE or TASTELESS or even perhaps cause her to leave the room sore at me because i did something completely BARMY and i'm trying really hard not to. it's just very frustrating trying to keep people from being...uncomfortable with you, when you're not sure if they like what you're doing or saying or anything, or if you're getting the charms work because she gets a little peeved when i ask her to help me again and again and again because i just DON'T GET IT, but i want to so i guess that's a start. i guess if i understood WHAT SHE WANTED FROM ME a little bit better i might start getting my grades up, but i'm just happy that she's helping really.
um. anyway...i think i better...just go do something else and be somewhere that is not here.
and hermione and i are getting along, which is a first, but i just don't want to make her...angry with me again, or uncomfortable or anything so i wonder just how much i can push my ruddy great luck, i mean, i don't want to have her stop tutoring me in charms and i really could use a bit of help in potions, but that's a given isn't it? but yeah, i'm just trying to make sure not to step on her toes or anything with anything i might do or say that would be INAPPROPRIATE or TASTELESS or even perhaps cause her to leave the room sore at me because i did something completely BARMY and i'm trying really hard not to. it's just very frustrating trying to keep people from being...uncomfortable with you, when you're not sure if they like what you're doing or saying or anything, or if you're getting the charms work because she gets a little peeved when i ask her to help me again and again and again because i just DON'T GET IT, but i want to so i guess that's a start. i guess if i understood WHAT SHE WANTED FROM ME a little bit better i might start getting my grades up, but i'm just happy that she's helping really.
um. anyway...i think i better...just go do something else and be somewhere that is not here.