Nov 07, 2005 23:34
i feel like someone else is living my life and im just observing from the background.
i'm trying to hold myself together so that i dont fly into a million pieces and lose myself.
it seems that the harder i try to control things, the more uncontrollable they become.
i'm losing all that's important to me, and it is all my fault.
i dont even know what i really want at this point.
...he's all yours girls, sorry i interfered for so long... goddamn