LA DI DA
It's been awhile, huh. I just have been so busy lately that I can barely find time for myself. Ok Ok, really I'm just lazy. I stayed at school this weekend and it dragged on and on until I never thought it would end. Poodle spent the night Friday and we had a blast just chillin... we didn't do anything special, just watched movies all night. I was so sad when she left because I've been so homesick and lonely lately. I don't have any friends like her up here. I mean I know a lot of people that I could call and go out with but no one I could totally let loose and act retarded with. We have our own best friend langauage. It's sad, really. Thursday night was just... uhh I don't even want to think about it. I do know that I won't be drinking for awhile. I just didn't have a good experience and I realized that no matter how drunk I get I NEVER throw up. That can't be very good. I mean who likes to throw up, but I really needed to get all that shit out of my system. Needless to say, I didn't want to do anything else the rest of the weekend. So last night everyone was getting ready to go out and I was bummed cause I didn't want to just sit around but I didn't want to get drunk either. Luckily my awesome friend carrie across the hall invited me to go to late nite and I had a blast. Except for the weird Asian guy practially raping me on the dance floor. It was like that part in Sixteen Candles where the geek dances all around Sam and she starts to cry. Bleh. The rest was good though. I've been missing my bebe ALOT though. This week was especially hard and I don't know why. Hopefully I will be able to spend the weekend at home. I just need to get over this homesick feeling. Perhaps it will all go away when I see Nate. Everything with classes have been going well though. I've only missed 2 classes thus far and have turned it every piece of hw but one. Eeks. I DID get scholar of the week in Pi PHi though! I think that's pretty cool! And I got elected House Manager which means I get to assign people to clean the suite and help Juliana with recruitment AND sit in on Exec. YEAH! Things have been weird with the sorority lately. I don't feel like I'm a part of it. I don't ever see or talk to any of the other members and I'm never really invited anywhere. I just feel left out most of the time. Oh well... this too shall pass, huh. I can't wait for this week to start. Believe it or not, I'm excited for class. And I hope my baby gets his job tomorrow! And if there are some gods or a God out there somewhere...PLEASE GET NATES PSYCHO GRANDMA OFF HIS BACK> AMEN...thanks. ahah