Not quite sure...
GRR i had like a whole paragraph written up and it was wonderful and then BAM somehow it gets deleted. so i guess i'm starting over...
It is approaching 2:00 and I'm just wondering where the day has gone. Of course I slept until 1:00...There are so many things on my to-do list that I can never seem to get done. I have so many things to study for. History poses no threat whatsoever; I've been taking notes and going to classes and review sessions. Sociology, on the other hand, is another story. I haven't really been going to class. I know, I know. BAD. I could pretty much teach that class to myself. The only thing is, the professor's ideas sometimes clash with the book's. So I have to know two different things about one thing. If you're not confused, you should be. LOL.
Nate came up to see me yesterday which made me SO HAPPY!!! He brought roses.. which is makes him automatically the most incredible, amazing, wonderful forever and forever boyfriend. He also brought some chocolate cake, which I know he was wanting to eat, so of course I shared!! It is my favorite dessert, besides cherry pie MMM. And last but not least, he downloaded The Notebook off the internet and burned it on to a cd for us to watch. That is our movie because I swear Nate and I are just like Ali and Noah. *sigh* We met Sarah and Matt at IHOP for dinner and then well, we somehow ended up in the ER but I'm not getting into specifics. Everything is A-OK though...but not your typical ER visit.
I can't tell you how much having Nate with me helped. I am always a nervous wreck in the hospital no matter the occasion. I've been to so many for so many different reasons...they just make me uncomfortable. I kept hearing this old lady across the hall coughing and it was the most horrible thing I've ever heard. I didn't know it was possible to cough like that. I wondered what her life had been like...where she's been and what she'd done. If anyone was taking care of her. People always seem to avoid taking care of sick, older relatives. Maybe they are lazy, or maybe it's just too damn sad to see someone's life slowly fade. I remember when my Mama (sounds like Maw Maw lol) was sick and she was moved to the living room of my great aunt's house. She was bedridden for so long and it took such an emotional toll on everyone. She had led such an amazing life, she was the sweetest lady ever. Everytime I saw her she said, "Give Mama some sugar!" And she died the day AFTER Christmas... damn. I saw her Christmas Day and could not recognize her. Why am I purposely depressing myself.. god. That's all I could think about though, when I heard that lady coughing.
I have to shake out of this weird mood/slump...
It is approaching 2:00 and I'm just wondering where the day has gone. Of course I slept until 1:00...There are so many things on my to-do list that I can never seem to get done. I have so many things to study for. History poses no threat whatsoever; I've been taking notes and going to classes and review sessions. Sociology, on the other hand, is another story. I haven't really been going to class. I know, I know. BAD. I could pretty much teach that class to myself. The only thing is, the professor's ideas sometimes clash with the book's. So I have to know two different things about one thing. If you're not confused, you should be. LOL.
Nate came up to see me yesterday which made me SO HAPPY!!! He brought roses.. which is makes him automatically the most incredible, amazing, wonderful forever and forever boyfriend. He also brought some chocolate cake, which I know he was wanting to eat, so of course I shared!! It is my favorite dessert, besides cherry pie MMM. And last but not least, he downloaded The Notebook off the internet and burned it on to a cd for us to watch. That is our movie because I swear Nate and I are just like Ali and Noah. *sigh* We met Sarah and Matt at IHOP for dinner and then well, we somehow ended up in the ER but I'm not getting into specifics. Everything is A-OK though...but not your typical ER visit.
I can't tell you how much having Nate with me helped. I am always a nervous wreck in the hospital no matter the occasion. I've been to so many for so many different reasons...they just make me uncomfortable. I kept hearing this old lady across the hall coughing and it was the most horrible thing I've ever heard. I didn't know it was possible to cough like that. I wondered what her life had been like...where she's been and what she'd done. If anyone was taking care of her. People always seem to avoid taking care of sick, older relatives. Maybe they are lazy, or maybe it's just too damn sad to see someone's life slowly fade. I remember when my Mama (sounds like Maw Maw lol) was sick and she was moved to the living room of my great aunt's house. She was bedridden for so long and it took such an emotional toll on everyone. She had led such an amazing life, she was the sweetest lady ever. Everytime I saw her she said, "Give Mama some sugar!" And she died the day AFTER Christmas... damn. I saw her Christmas Day and could not recognize her. Why am I purposely depressing myself.. god. That's all I could think about though, when I heard that lady coughing.
I have to shake out of this weird mood/slump...