May 23, 2004 23:28
I had a good time at prom until about 5:00 in the morning when I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to leave and get in my bed and stop sitting around aimlessly with people who were also feeling negative... Luckily Ben spooned me and I spooned julia and we all spooned..
Phil was a good date because he was realyl chill and dind't expect me to entertain him... Celeste's friend Danny is the ill nany nana... highlight of the time after prom was 10 fingers (never have I ever) under celeste's blanket with people....
I had a good time dancing too/molesting people...
The downside of prom, which I guess is an ongoing issue... I have an awesome time dancing with the guys etc etc etc... but then sometimes I"ll be grinding with the girls like as a joke and I"m like ehh I wish this wasn't a joke, and then I just feel like a total sketch ball bc. I obviously get more out of it than the girls do even though its just for fun or whatever.. It just puts a damper on my fun because I start thinking about that and then feel weird about myself and awkward even though I'm sure on the outside I cover it up well and its not obvious... I just don't wanna sketch people out and shit.. back to all that stuff I used to worry about in 9th grade... At least Hannah likes it when I double team her date now...
WHERE THE FUCK AM I GOING IN ARGENTINA?!