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This is a better idea than I had thought. A whole night of sleep is my next step. Hell yeah.
I think Im going the rigtway this time. I need to spend some time with my mother and then I will become exactly what Ive always wanted. Free. I cant wait.
School is going awesome. I can actually stnd being there now. Is something to do. There are people to see. A place to keep me busy and I find myself asking for homework so I can study. Thats pretty much al I have to do now. Go to school early, enjoy my four hours, study, and chill. Get in my car and I can relax for the rest of the day. Ge wherever Im going at that point, do whateve school work I have, and then moveo n with the rest of my day with no plans and no worries. It really quite cool. Once work gets started Ill be able to have 4 hours of school, 4 hours of relax and study time, and then 6 hours of work. Its pretty cool.
I guess I can take a small sigh of relief now.
I still have lots of conflicts to get past. I cant tell right now whats going to happen, but Im sure that soon enough time will tell. You cant always trust your gut feelings. I notice that now. I wish I had known sooner. Oh well. I cant dwell over the past anymore. Everything is happening for a reason, and frankly, Im not afraid of that anymore. I wont try and pull back the past and fix things. Its not worth it. I just have to accept the fact that things cant stay perfect forever. And its okay to accept that. It might hurt a little bit, but if it doesnt kill you...keep truckin. do whatever it takes to keep your head up. Maybe the future will bring what some people call "an enlightenment" Or whatever word you might use. Im just not going to worry all THAT much anymore. Finishing school is all I care about. and then off to college. I cant decide how much to the truth to tell about my college experiance. Frankly, Its no ones business but mine and i just choose to share sometimes. I dont think Ill share too much. Its my own secret. Mwahahaha. Well.
I need to get off the computer. Government test on Tuesday. Math test on Monday. Acing finals are coming up.. Woo hoo. Im going for a 95 overll this semester. I think I can totally do it.
I think Im going the rigtway this time. I need to spend some time with my mother and then I will become exactly what Ive always wanted. Free. I cant wait.
School is going awesome. I can actually stnd being there now. Is something to do. There are people to see. A place to keep me busy and I find myself asking for homework so I can study. Thats pretty much al I have to do now. Go to school early, enjoy my four hours, study, and chill. Get in my car and I can relax for the rest of the day. Ge wherever Im going at that point, do whateve school work I have, and then moveo n with the rest of my day with no plans and no worries. It really quite cool. Once work gets started Ill be able to have 4 hours of school, 4 hours of relax and study time, and then 6 hours of work. Its pretty cool.
I guess I can take a small sigh of relief now.
I still have lots of conflicts to get past. I cant tell right now whats going to happen, but Im sure that soon enough time will tell. You cant always trust your gut feelings. I notice that now. I wish I had known sooner. Oh well. I cant dwell over the past anymore. Everything is happening for a reason, and frankly, Im not afraid of that anymore. I wont try and pull back the past and fix things. Its not worth it. I just have to accept the fact that things cant stay perfect forever. And its okay to accept that. It might hurt a little bit, but if it doesnt kill you...keep truckin. do whatever it takes to keep your head up. Maybe the future will bring what some people call "an enlightenment" Or whatever word you might use. Im just not going to worry all THAT much anymore. Finishing school is all I care about. and then off to college. I cant decide how much to the truth to tell about my college experiance. Frankly, Its no ones business but mine and i just choose to share sometimes. I dont think Ill share too much. Its my own secret. Mwahahaha. Well.
I need to get off the computer. Government test on Tuesday. Math test on Monday. Acing finals are coming up.. Woo hoo. Im going for a 95 overll this semester. I think I can totally do it.