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I'm like...3/4 weeks sober.
I feel NO DESIRE TO GO BACK INTO THAT LIFESTYLE!
I feel gross and fat and sluggish most days,
I need to go to the docters and get my klonopin.
I quit taking dexamphetamine.
I have a whole bottle, and no desire to take it at all.
Something fucked up happened...and I'm dealing with it right now. Its probably one of the more traumatizing things, and having to fork out for a 280 dollar ticket to freedom is really annoying, but I made my bed, I'll lie in it.
I'm really procrastinating right now,
I'm supposed to be at centrelink applying for my health care card and then buying toilet paper.
stupid normal shit.
I feel NO DESIRE TO GO BACK INTO THAT LIFESTYLE!
I feel gross and fat and sluggish most days,
I need to go to the docters and get my klonopin.
I quit taking dexamphetamine.
I have a whole bottle, and no desire to take it at all.
Something fucked up happened...and I'm dealing with it right now. Its probably one of the more traumatizing things, and having to fork out for a 280 dollar ticket to freedom is really annoying, but I made my bed, I'll lie in it.
I'm really procrastinating right now,
I'm supposed to be at centrelink applying for my health care card and then buying toilet paper.
stupid normal shit.