the pursuit of artificial awakeness is expensive, and
its ten am and the dealer finally showed up.
I'm completely exhausted and exasperated with this whole situation and
he doesn't make it any easier by giggling and whistling at me every time I go to the bathroom to gag up air.
I fit into all the clothes I had stashed away, for the day that I knew
I'd finally be thin and happy, and here it is.......
will it ever be worth it? I don't know, but the birthday girls blown out the candles, at the party in her head......
Enjoy.