Finding Time.
I have been trying to find some time to get on here. Been busy. Of course. lol.
J* came down and bought Nathan some clothes. It has been really nice to see him with his head on straight, lol. I just hope that he doesn't hurt me. I keep having dreams about him. bad dreams. not like murdering dreams or anything lol. but just bad dreams and I don't know what to think about them... I am just not ready to put my whole heart into it. I want to believe me I do. I just can't..Not until I know where he is in life. I know where he says he is. But what people say and do are two Differant things!! I ahve learned that long before he and I where even a thought.
I am about to start work.agian. lol. I thiiiink My little Nattor-Bug is big enough. lol. Juuust migght be. NOOOPE, not yet. lol. someday..soon. prolley soooner then I think. teehee. ya--I'm a nut.
"Im'a a little coco-nut-living in a coco-tree...somethin somethin...Everybody steps on me, that is why I'm cracked you see...Im'a nut"-----Just had to get that outa my system. ;-)
OOkay yeah yesterday I moved my G.pa. He is so happy. I love him so much! I am so glad that he moved back. We had some difficulties moving him.lol. but Nothing that we couldn't fix!! lol. At least we can laugh about it now!! : D
Nothing else is really going on. Im bored. Gonna go do the something... Ill post another day. Peace. : )
XoXo--
Tara Marie