Feb 10, 2008 22:13
jon is quite the let down.
we all went to miami about a week ago for a fun filled day of nothingness and gambling. oh, yes. jon, josh and their two friends that i hardly remember. lets just say that good conversation was scarce that day. i had trouble staying awake, but jon and i had the chance to catch up and get close. everything was going really well between us, we even had a heart to heart of sorts.
or so i thought.
turns out he was hardly interested in getting to know me, or anything to do with heart to heart.
he and his brother like to play games with girls they meet. they like to see who gets in her pants first. lucky me. i honestly thought that he was a good guy. but those two words are hardly seen together anymore. i guess i forgot that.
i told him that i wasnt interested and we went from having hour long conversations to him hardly even wanting to send me a stupid text message.
and hanging out? forget it. i mean, the kid cringes.
i guess it all goes back to his own lack of self confidence and self worth. a little part of me still doesnt want to believe that its true, but with each passing day the opposite becomes more and more evident.
i have to admit that i was pretty naive about the whole thing. i mean, he told me stories of how they placed bets on girls and how they always had a competition going. i thought that i was different. i actually thought that maybe they could be friends with a girl. but then i remembered that their mentality was that of a four year old.
well, i was different. i guess. they really expected me to just be totally willing to sex them up at their command.
who the heck do they think they are? i mean, thats the kind of crap you see on maury.