when you told me that you loved me, were those just words?

[ill_die_alone]

i hung out with Eric all day yesterday :]
we ate at Red Lobster. with his family.
& then i dragged him to Nyack to meet Antoinette, Autumn, & Jack.
it's scary to think that..in July he's going to Iraq,
& he said this is his last time home before then.
and..what if something happens?
i don't even want to think about it.

me & him might go to the high school tomorrow.
i want to see Mr. Adams...
but at the same time, i don't want to go.
i feel like an idiot.
going back like, every 2 weeks.
it's just..really pathetic.
if i do go tomorrow, i'm not going back for a LONG time.

yeah.
so...BLOOD BROTHERS & coheed on Wednesday!

i have a lot of shit to do today.