mmm, yess.
Well.... I'm at home guys. Yes, yes. This means I have a home. And it should mean i feel fabulous right? mmmmmmmmmm, well. hah. fabulous indeed.
I went to the Juiceboxx for my birthday. It was fun. I got quite out of my mind. Which is always a good thing. I dont think it was a very good choice for my first actual legal bar experience, as the pounding techno and drugs and being open until 430 felt a lot more like a small, selective rave that didnt let in minors.
But regardless, it was a fun time... went to an afterparty, met some boiis who drove us around in their true canadian car (a teeny honda with a window missing haha it was FREEZING we had like a big quilt blanket in the back) then we went to this afterparty for like half an hr, then we drove dude #1 home and mikey g came with us cause he was supersketch.
Then... I guess I went back to Jess's place, where a warm warm cuddly Riley and Tayva were all snuggled up in a bed (remember I was in a frozen car all night) so i hopped in and warmed my chilly soul. It was a great way to get 'home'. Well roy robinson was there too, along with jizz, but he's a dickhead so he hid away in jess's room all morning and seriously SNUCK out the back door to leave.. lmao what a guy. Seriously i cant believe it HAH guys are **LAME** i dont **CARE** what you were doing to jess all night long lmao a simple "happy birthday" could have been nice.
Ok what else.. well I bought some beer the other night and went to Kirsten's, where drama ensued cause Mikey was juiced, i told everyone my big heart-wrenching crush and, as usual, as soon as I did i began to regret it. and regret the crush itself. and regret my choice of friends. i dont think any of those ppl have me on live journal so i'll just say it... i dont care for the tiny-people drama. its too hectic for me... i dont get anything out of the equation. honestly the past week or so the only reason i was over there was for mister g, lol, and i dont feel like seeing him very much right now so i dont think ill be over there for a while.
which is fine though, seeing as im legal and all.
well. yes i guess im going to go. i have a bed again. i can sleep. i just dont understand why i feel worse than i did when i didnt know where'd id be sleeping.
haha ok so maybe i do know *why*. its just a shit reason.
why is 'liking' someone, and relationships and sex and the whole bit so fucking important?? or at least why does it ***FEEL*** so fucking important?? Cant I be satisfied with just a couple pimp friends, a house and clothes on my back?? I guess not.
Lame.
Lame as hell.
--out--
I went to the Juiceboxx for my birthday. It was fun. I got quite out of my mind. Which is always a good thing. I dont think it was a very good choice for my first actual legal bar experience, as the pounding techno and drugs and being open until 430 felt a lot more like a small, selective rave that didnt let in minors.
But regardless, it was a fun time... went to an afterparty, met some boiis who drove us around in their true canadian car (a teeny honda with a window missing haha it was FREEZING we had like a big quilt blanket in the back) then we went to this afterparty for like half an hr, then we drove dude #1 home and mikey g came with us cause he was supersketch.
Then... I guess I went back to Jess's place, where a warm warm cuddly Riley and Tayva were all snuggled up in a bed (remember I was in a frozen car all night) so i hopped in and warmed my chilly soul. It was a great way to get 'home'. Well roy robinson was there too, along with jizz, but he's a dickhead so he hid away in jess's room all morning and seriously SNUCK out the back door to leave.. lmao what a guy. Seriously i cant believe it HAH guys are **LAME** i dont **CARE** what you were doing to jess all night long lmao a simple "happy birthday" could have been nice.
Ok what else.. well I bought some beer the other night and went to Kirsten's, where drama ensued cause Mikey was juiced, i told everyone my big heart-wrenching crush and, as usual, as soon as I did i began to regret it. and regret the crush itself. and regret my choice of friends. i dont think any of those ppl have me on live journal so i'll just say it... i dont care for the tiny-people drama. its too hectic for me... i dont get anything out of the equation. honestly the past week or so the only reason i was over there was for mister g, lol, and i dont feel like seeing him very much right now so i dont think ill be over there for a while.
which is fine though, seeing as im legal and all.
well. yes i guess im going to go. i have a bed again. i can sleep. i just dont understand why i feel worse than i did when i didnt know where'd id be sleeping.
haha ok so maybe i do know *why*. its just a shit reason.
why is 'liking' someone, and relationships and sex and the whole bit so fucking important?? or at least why does it ***FEEL*** so fucking important?? Cant I be satisfied with just a couple pimp friends, a house and clothes on my back?? I guess not.
Lame.
Lame as hell.
--out--