so soon
i just had an amazing spring weekend. good times with friends... and ian was here from thrusday til sunday. hes wicked spoiled... i dont even want to know how much money i spent... i do knowi need to check my bank statement tho cuz i think its really getting that bad. ew...
my stress level is so high that its sick.
triggering my depression... which is really not good.
i finally got my period, so... its about damn time... weird
i feel like i should be seeing results from life changes, however i did eat like shit all weekend, and take three days off from working out. i feel like my tummy is shaped weird tho... like if it was fat it should be growing differently... i really dont get it, and quite honeslty its starting to creep me out.
um, okay, well... did my presentation today, turned in my last prefinal assignemnt for ID, and just typed my take home for medical ethics. funny to say, but i dont actually have anything due now til finals week.... I WILL DO WORK SOON.
oh you know what, thats a huge lie, cuz i have a poster due wednesday, yeah... its going to be fine tho, cuz i can turn in my paper, im going to get shit done, i will not do everything last min. this is what i am saying now, and i fucking mean it.
there. ok. time to talk to ian before bed, and then try to get some sleep... been tired cuz ive been playin field hockey again [yay] im sore tho... frigggin a. got more playing time tonight than ive gotten all season, dash, three years. its amusing, so i laugh.
tomorrow is thursday.
the next day is friday.
we will go out for shells bday
i will not be going to formal, and i am not sad
i am playing field hockey at 8am on sunday... then i will see ian
or perhaps i will see him sat night, if he is really coming down.
well, this was swell... xoxo
my stress level is so high that its sick.
triggering my depression... which is really not good.
i finally got my period, so... its about damn time... weird
i feel like i should be seeing results from life changes, however i did eat like shit all weekend, and take three days off from working out. i feel like my tummy is shaped weird tho... like if it was fat it should be growing differently... i really dont get it, and quite honeslty its starting to creep me out.
um, okay, well... did my presentation today, turned in my last prefinal assignemnt for ID, and just typed my take home for medical ethics. funny to say, but i dont actually have anything due now til finals week.... I WILL DO WORK SOON.
oh you know what, thats a huge lie, cuz i have a poster due wednesday, yeah... its going to be fine tho, cuz i can turn in my paper, im going to get shit done, i will not do everything last min. this is what i am saying now, and i fucking mean it.
there. ok. time to talk to ian before bed, and then try to get some sleep... been tired cuz ive been playin field hockey again [yay] im sore tho... frigggin a. got more playing time tonight than ive gotten all season, dash, three years. its amusing, so i laugh.
tomorrow is thursday.
the next day is friday.
we will go out for shells bday
i will not be going to formal, and i am not sad
i am playing field hockey at 8am on sunday... then i will see ian
or perhaps i will see him sat night, if he is really coming down.
well, this was swell... xoxo