i should sleep

[ill_burn_you]

but i cant.
because im an insomniac
because i am manic
because im bipolar
and because im depressed and manic at the same time right now
fuck it sucks.
so i drug myself
and you know what
it doesnt work
and so i drink
but that doesnt work
so i look at the time
and i dread my alarm
i like talking to *you*
its like right out of a movie
i should workout in the morning
before coffee
before class
before lunch
before i get on my way
on my way with sneezer and kara to poughkipsee ny to see we are the fury, the audition, head automatica, and JACKS MANNIQUIN!!! [again]

i love it.
ok. i have to get my shit together.
xo