loosen up my buttons, babe.
right now? playing truth or dare: google edition with andrew (insomnia partner) and sarah (roommate).
so the past few days have been life changing, its opened up my eyes.
i will start this off by an entertaining anecdote from dinner the other day:
the entertaining part of dinner was me going to the bathroom. i get up casually cause i have to pee and search for the bathroom, i walk back to find three doors. just plain, glass doors. i was mortified to say the least. i thought they'd be like the real world bathrooms you know? with the clouded door when you turn the switch. needless to say i was wrong. so i couldn't pee, like i couldn't do it. and of course the first door is the girls and the second door is the guys, go figure. me and ray later found out the restaurant is world reknown for the 'peekaboo' bathroom doors. i guess when you're drunk downtown on a friday night, you don't care who sees you pee.
friday was me and ray's 11th month, and since this marked him being my longest relationship ever he took me out to a fancier dinner than the usual dinner and movie we do. i didnt know where we were going but i was told it was nice, so i dressed in the cutest of fashions: new gray shirt layered over a white tank, new capris with white heels and blue jewelry so i could wear the earrings he had brought me home from out west. i felt cute and he seemed to think so too, he was dress quite nicely himself. see anyone who knows ray, knows hes a very laid back t-shirt and jeans kinda guy. so to see him dressed in a polo and matching is quite a sight.
so we drive all around and walk to this restaurant, out and about olde city, which i have fallen in love with. its just so beautiful to be down there. we ended up eating at paradigm, a very VERY nice restaurant that i do have pictures that i will show later. very chic and sophisticated. ray doesn't really know how proud i am of him for this, its not like him to think like this, all nice and stuff. hes not exactly mr. romantic. during dinner, we had a very interesting talk about life and about our future as a couple. you can breathe now, we're staying together officially. there are a few conditions, but other than that we're still very much in love.
after the bathroom incident, we left and we walked and talked around downtown. he really is a beautiful person, you think you know so much then you actually walk with them and talk about your surroundings and just experience more of who they are. i may be naive, but i could explore life with him everyday. seeing him as more than just my boyfriend but as a person who thinks and feels is just astonishing. i love him, i really do. we came back to my house and he slept over. we watched crazy/beautiful which i highly recommend and just talked about everything thats ever happened to us in our lives. i teared up a little/alot. he just said things that moved me, it was a side of him i had never seen before. hes grown up alot, i'm so proud of him. i'm so happy he's mine.
i never really believed in the whole soulmate thing until i met him, he completes me in a way i never thought i was missing. i could be fine without him, but i'm so much better with him.
enough loveydovey talk/novel, for all you people who think i'm weird.
work is super. tonight was HILARIOUS, kevin dressed up in the mitten suit [the arbys mascot is this mitten, wtf?] i have pics. talked with lots of people, finally talked to trish for the first time. shes really cool, i hope she works night more. my buddy comes back to work tomorrow, our plan is fully in place. 3 weeks to go lovely, i'm going to miss work people. closing is fun when your manager takes naps and you steal food. i love arbys cookies. 5 to closing tomorrow, i LOVE closing. and tomorrow wayne is closing manager, i'm going to have me some fun.
50 days until school. me and my roomie talk all the time about random shit like how do you poop in communal bathrooms and stupid exboyfriends and NEWYORKKK and actually i think shes a stupid whore and i hate her, go die plz. she better end up at my orientation so we can make them put us as roommates, cause i'm afraid of getting some crazy girl who i will hate. "OMIGODD I TEWTALLY FOUND MY SOULMATEROOMMATE ON MYSPAAACE!!11!" its true. and first night we talked we were up til 6am? love you girl. orientation in two weeks? i'm ready to take a bite out of the big apple.
goodnight moon.
so the past few days have been life changing, its opened up my eyes.
i will start this off by an entertaining anecdote from dinner the other day:
the entertaining part of dinner was me going to the bathroom. i get up casually cause i have to pee and search for the bathroom, i walk back to find three doors. just plain, glass doors. i was mortified to say the least. i thought they'd be like the real world bathrooms you know? with the clouded door when you turn the switch. needless to say i was wrong. so i couldn't pee, like i couldn't do it. and of course the first door is the girls and the second door is the guys, go figure. me and ray later found out the restaurant is world reknown for the 'peekaboo' bathroom doors. i guess when you're drunk downtown on a friday night, you don't care who sees you pee.
friday was me and ray's 11th month, and since this marked him being my longest relationship ever he took me out to a fancier dinner than the usual dinner and movie we do. i didnt know where we were going but i was told it was nice, so i dressed in the cutest of fashions: new gray shirt layered over a white tank, new capris with white heels and blue jewelry so i could wear the earrings he had brought me home from out west. i felt cute and he seemed to think so too, he was dress quite nicely himself. see anyone who knows ray, knows hes a very laid back t-shirt and jeans kinda guy. so to see him dressed in a polo and matching is quite a sight.
so we drive all around and walk to this restaurant, out and about olde city, which i have fallen in love with. its just so beautiful to be down there. we ended up eating at paradigm, a very VERY nice restaurant that i do have pictures that i will show later. very chic and sophisticated. ray doesn't really know how proud i am of him for this, its not like him to think like this, all nice and stuff. hes not exactly mr. romantic. during dinner, we had a very interesting talk about life and about our future as a couple. you can breathe now, we're staying together officially. there are a few conditions, but other than that we're still very much in love.
after the bathroom incident, we left and we walked and talked around downtown. he really is a beautiful person, you think you know so much then you actually walk with them and talk about your surroundings and just experience more of who they are. i may be naive, but i could explore life with him everyday. seeing him as more than just my boyfriend but as a person who thinks and feels is just astonishing. i love him, i really do. we came back to my house and he slept over. we watched crazy/beautiful which i highly recommend and just talked about everything thats ever happened to us in our lives. i teared up a little/alot. he just said things that moved me, it was a side of him i had never seen before. hes grown up alot, i'm so proud of him. i'm so happy he's mine.
i never really believed in the whole soulmate thing until i met him, he completes me in a way i never thought i was missing. i could be fine without him, but i'm so much better with him.
enough loveydovey talk/novel, for all you people who think i'm weird.
work is super. tonight was HILARIOUS, kevin dressed up in the mitten suit [the arbys mascot is this mitten, wtf?] i have pics. talked with lots of people, finally talked to trish for the first time. shes really cool, i hope she works night more. my buddy comes back to work tomorrow, our plan is fully in place. 3 weeks to go lovely, i'm going to miss work people. closing is fun when your manager takes naps and you steal food. i love arbys cookies. 5 to closing tomorrow, i LOVE closing. and tomorrow wayne is closing manager, i'm going to have me some fun.
50 days until school. me and my roomie talk all the time about random shit like how do you poop in communal bathrooms and stupid exboyfriends and NEWYORKKK and actually i think shes a stupid whore and i hate her, go die plz. she better end up at my orientation so we can make them put us as roommates, cause i'm afraid of getting some crazy girl who i will hate. "OMIGODD I TEWTALLY FOUND MY SOULMATEROOMMATE ON MYSPAAACE!!11!" its true. and first night we talked we were up til 6am? love you girl. orientation in two weeks? i'm ready to take a bite out of the big apple.
goodnight moon.