Worried again
I had a very good time this weekend with my girlfriend but now things have taken a turn for the worse with my dad. I hope he's just playing games like he always does and isn't going to do anything drastic. I leave a Warhammer set out and he accuses me of taking advantage of him. When I first moved here, there was no mention of me working, just going to school. Right now I work full time and I go to school full time plus I clean the house and do chores. I kept up my end of the bargain yet he does not keep his.
It's funny that he started acting this way when I started to do well in school. I have a disability that slows down my learning process. This year though I've been doing well in school and even got an A in my German class that I took this winter break.
I found out from my co-workers that my dad called up my work and was bad mouthing me to them. He always bad mouths me to family and tries to turn them against me. He even asked for my girlfriend's number and called up her house but her mom slammed the phone down on him.
I've never done that to him. I've never done anything bad to him really. There's a million things I could do, like for example I could tell his current girlfriend about how he beat my mom when she was pregnant and put her in the hospital, but I won't because it's not in my nature to do so.
I feel very hurt. We had an agreement about what I would do and I kept my end of the bargain up and wish he would keep his. All I want to do is finish college and get my degree.
He doesn't even talk to me directly but sends me emails quoting bible passages to condemn me and threatening not to pay for my schooling when he said he would and instead go down to Florida with his girlfriend.
Maybe it is time to move out. I don't know if I will be able to afford it. My pay is good but apartments are expansive and I also have to pay for schooling, gas, food, etc. I could move in with my mom but the drive is too far to drive back and forth to school and work every day.
Tomorrow is Anime Club and hopefully I'll have a fun time there. I'm tired as hell right now. I'll write more soon.
It's funny that he started acting this way when I started to do well in school. I have a disability that slows down my learning process. This year though I've been doing well in school and even got an A in my German class that I took this winter break.
I found out from my co-workers that my dad called up my work and was bad mouthing me to them. He always bad mouths me to family and tries to turn them against me. He even asked for my girlfriend's number and called up her house but her mom slammed the phone down on him.
I've never done that to him. I've never done anything bad to him really. There's a million things I could do, like for example I could tell his current girlfriend about how he beat my mom when she was pregnant and put her in the hospital, but I won't because it's not in my nature to do so.
I feel very hurt. We had an agreement about what I would do and I kept my end of the bargain up and wish he would keep his. All I want to do is finish college and get my degree.
He doesn't even talk to me directly but sends me emails quoting bible passages to condemn me and threatening not to pay for my schooling when he said he would and instead go down to Florida with his girlfriend.
Maybe it is time to move out. I don't know if I will be able to afford it. My pay is good but apartments are expansive and I also have to pay for schooling, gas, food, etc. I could move in with my mom but the drive is too far to drive back and forth to school and work every day.
Tomorrow is Anime Club and hopefully I'll have a fun time there. I'm tired as hell right now. I'll write more soon.